April 12, 2011 9:11 P.M.

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I guess this means I'm not confused anymore.

No need for second guessing.

I know what I want,

and it's what I know I could never have.

But I have dreams and fantasies that could help me survive, 

hopefully.

And I know I probably shouldn't be so pessimistic,

yet it's so hard to see that this could ever work.

But we're getting closer

and closer

and closer

and it makes me happy.

I can tell it makes you happy, too,

but I'm always wondering,

"How close is close enough?"

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