Shut Your Eyes (February 2011 - August 2011)

It's Funny How I've Always Had The Talent of Lying Straight to My Face,.

Whenever I'm with you,

I say and do all these things that contradict with how I really feel.

How I say I'm not attracted to you,

how I say I'm not in love with you.

How I pull away so easily from your grasp.

Can you believe the irony?

And I suppose at these moments I begin to feel nothing,

nothing at all towards you,

but those moments don't last for long.

The feelings never drift too far, nor ever subside.

And as I continue lying to myself, 

I'm starting to think they'll never fade away.