Broken

Breaking Point

"No they love us," I kiss him once more. "No can you come with me please," he says. I nod. His face lights up. I leave money for the waitress and a tip. Chris dragged me to his car and sped to his house.

"What am I going to do if Jase comes back,"

"Don't worry I'll protect you," he says. I smile. I smell myself.

"I-I uh need to take a shower," I say. I look through my bags to see if I bought any pjs. I dint all I bought closest to Pjs was underwear and bras. I grab a T-shirt and my lace underwear. "Wheres the bathroom?,"

"Over there..maybe I could take one too,"

"Your funny .. lets take things so," I say. I slip my clothes off and get into the hot shower. I hummed along to Carson and I favorite song. CARSON! I turn off the shower. I dry my hands and text Carson.

Me: Carson im so sorry for everything. ive been through hell and back. My life is getting back on track....I have met some nice friends and now my boyfriend..im safe for now until jase comes but I was just wondering about you. Okay bye MUCH LOVE

That text reminds me of my old life when I was the good girl, the one that boys drooled over. The girl that wouldn't run away or would never do drugs. And now Im the opposite of That Girl. I look into the mirror. I trace my hands over all the bruises and scares from Jase.

"Admiring yourself?," Chris asks.

"More like hating myself," He wraps his arms around me.

"Don't hate yourself, your perfect for me," he said kissing my neck. I rested my head on his shoulder. "Caddie your perfect," he says in between kisses.

"Thanks,"

"No need to thank me," he says. He lets go of me as I get changed. I walked out of the bathroom and I got a text from Carson. Chris was in the shower.

Carson: Why did you do all these things! your were perfect! none of this would of happened if you just stayed at school! see what u r now!

Me: was perfect! go to hell I thought you were my best friend!

Carson: once a gain was

Me: go fuck yourself.

Carson: been there done that

I didn't want to reply. He was my best friend. Wow.

****flashback***

"Your a loser!," a little girl yelled. "LALALALALALA!,"She yelled at me once more.

"Hey leave her alone!," Carson says standing in front of me. "Shes nice and you big dumbs dumbs now shooo!," they all walked away.

"Thanks," I say.

"Your welcome..hey wanna be bestfriends?,"

"Sure.. I guess," I say sitting on the swing. "Lets vow that we will be best friends forever and ever," Carson says with his pinky.

"I promise," we both say.

******end of flashback*******

I cried.

"AHH!,"I yelled. Chris came out of the shower wrapped in a towel. "I'll be back," I say. I grab my sunglasses and walked outside. I need a little time to think. Nothing has been going right. My dreams , my life goals, my friends, my family, and myself is broken. Is this my breaking point? Is this the part where I commit suicide? Is this the part where I end of my life? Or is this a new begininning? Questions that I don't know myself.