I Wish

DAYL?!

" wait what you two tell me everything" I stood in shock

" err well" cian looked at Steph worriedly

" well?" I spoke wanting to know the answers

" it happened err early this year and yeah err we have a baby" Steph explained

" wait what the lads don't know?" I asked

" well no" cian spoke looking at the floor

" GUYS!" I spoke in shock as they both just looked at the floor not knowing what to say next

" you need to tell the lads!" I spoke

" no!" Cian shot his head up

" woah why?" I asked confused

" they'll tell Liam or Louis and no just no it's a bad idea" Steph explained

" no they won't I promise" I spoke begging them to tell the others

" no! The lads don't need to know anything!" Cian demanded

" well can I at least see the baby?" I spoke trying to beg them to show me

" err well we can't" cian looked back at the floor

" and why not?" I asked a little annoyed now

" he's in Belfast" Steph spoke

" what why?" I spoke shocked

" family live up there so there looking after him" she explained as she glanced at cian who hadn't moved one bit since he last spoke

" oh dam it but when you next see him PLEASEEE I'm begging you well I'm coming here to see him ohh you two!!" I spoke getting all excited until I saw tears drip onto the floor which came from cian

" we'll see him soon" Steph spoke hugging cian

" how do you know you don't we might not be able to see him for years!" Cian spoke crying

" oh god what have I done" I spoke hugging cian I shouldn't of said anything so I just said goodbye and left I didn't want to upset anyone else so I got a taxi to my house where I found that the front door was wide open and I saw bren rushing around holding two mugs I slowly walked in but then stopped when I heard Josh's voice

" bren what am I going to do she loves dayl!!" Josh's voice sounded broken and sad I just closed the door behind me but I didn't move I leant against the door listening to the muffled sounds of josh and Brens voice talking

" I can't believe it" Brens voice mumbled

" I need to hit someone bren move away!" Josh spoke angrily then I felt a hard bang on the door which fright me to death I swear he knew I was on the other side I shot up but I had nowhere else really to go dean was at ryans bren was here cian and Steph are just in floods of tears and who knows where dayl was so where was I going to go I scrolled through my phone book until I landed on someone's name

" jay" I spoke out loud

I went to school with Jay but that was over three years ago and I'm not sure that he would still remember me but he was my last resort
I was thinking as I pressed his name and waited for him to pick up

J-Hey Emily long time no speak how you been??

E- hey I've been good listen are you in I need help I'm in a mess I'll explain when I get there I just really need your help

J- yeah you can come do you remember where I live

E- yeah I remember I'll be there in 5

J- okay see ye