Still Emilys PoV
Omg what have I done?! Why did I kiss bren?! I've messed everyone around ughhh I'm such an idiot I need to leave like now I've known these lads for 4days and I have managed to make out with three!
"Where are you going?" Bren asked
"Don't follow me I'm sorry" I said with tears running down my face I ran upstairs, packed a bag and wrote a note for josh before I left for England.
I am going to live with my brother Ben who lives in the UK for his uni life.
Josh's PoV
I felt really bad for shouting at Emily and walking out on her so I decided to go back to mine and apologise to her but when I walked in all i saw was bren sitting on the sofa crying
"Hey bro what's up!" I said sitting next to him
"She's gone bro she's gone" bren said crying
I ran upstairs into our bedroom and saw a note on the bed
To Josh
I have gone to the Uk to live with Ben. I have known the lads 4days and managed to make out with 3 of them I can't do it anymore. Knowing you has been the most amazing time of my life and I'm sorry it has to end like this I love you Josh Gray...... Forever and always
Never forget me
Love Emily xx
By the end of the note I was in tears, I'm never going to see her again.... After all this time and she never even said goodbye
"NO NO NO NO" I shouted in floods of tears when dean and ryan ran up and got me off the floor and read the note
"Come on we are going to the airport she will still be there!" Ryan spoke as we ran and got into his car
The car journey was silent until we got to the terminal
That's when I saw her
"EMILY!!" I shouted
She turned around
I ran up to her I was so happy!!
Emily's PoV
How and why has josh ran up to me? I thought my letter explained everything
"Why were you gonna leave please don't leave!" Josh spoke nearly crying
"I have to go bye Josh" I said trying not to cry
Before I time to walk any further bren ran up and stopped me again
"Emily what are you doing!" He asked confused
"Bren can we talk" I spoke pulling him aside
"I have known you and the lads for 4 days and managed to tell 2 that I love them and made out with 3 it's not fair" I spoke trying to hold back tears
"That's not the only reason is it Emily?" Bren asked like he knew
"Bren I think I'm falling for you and I can't let that happen so I need to move away josh has known me for long enough I'm holding him back from what he can do I'm sorry I'm gonna miss my flight" I spoke pulling back from bren and looking back at josh who was on the floor crying.
"I guess this is goodbye Ireland" I said with a tear running down my face as I walked towards the terminal
Dean's PoV
I can't believe that has just happened! She can't leave him after how long they have known eachother!
"I knew a relationship wouldn't work out" josh spoke angrily as I just looked over at bren who wasn't moving
"Bren are you okay?" I asked walking over to him
"Err yeah I'm grand" he said wiping tears away from his face
"Listen lads I just need some air I'll be back" bren spoke as I just nodded confused in the way he was walking
"Ryan bren said he was going for air" I said
"Yeah so what?" Ryan asked confused
"Why is he walking towards the flight desk?" I asked
"Shit!" Ryan said abit too loudly
Brens PoV
I'm going to find Emily she can't leave josh like this so I went up to the desk and booked a flight
"EMILY WAIT!" I screamed
"What are you doing?" She said nearly crying
"Coming with you" I said
"Why you can't!" She spoke
" why?" I said
"No bren just leave it" she spoke running off onto the plane as I followed her until two arms grabbed me and stopped me
" no bren you've done enough for today" dean spoke dragging me back out of the terminal
Emilys PoV
I was sat crying on the plane many people's eyes where clung onto me but I didn't care I just needed to get away. I was sat on the plane for an hour we'd been diverted onto a longer route which I was actually so thankful for because I needed to get myself together and I realised that none of the lads had messaged me or rang me I was so confused do they not care about me anymore have they all deleted my number I started to worry so I rang the one person who may or may not know the answer Steph
S- hey where are ye?
E- on a plane I'm going to the uk
S- what!! Why!! NOO
E- I have to I'm sorry I need to leave I'm getting caught up with all the lads and I just can't take it
S- oh god can't believe you've actually gone like you've left me alone with all the lads there all gonna me in bits
E- I know I know I'm sorry I really am but I need to go bye love u tell the lads I love them aswell
S- will do stay safe love u byee
E- bye
And I hung up she seemed cheery enough but then again she's always like that I knew it would be okay eventually I'm just having a break from the Irish world it's to mad right now.
A/N sooooooooo sorry guys I've just been so busy I know these are shit updates but they will get better I promise!! Love ye💘 Emily xxx
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