I Wish

Backflips

Emily's pov
The room lit up it I knew were I was it was Alfie's room but everything was dull all the colours were faded broken toys laid on the ground

" steph?" I asked as I saw her sitting up against the wall with her knees up to her chest in silence I slowly walked up to her and bent down

" no-one cares that he's gone" she whispered

" who's gone?" I asked softly

" Alfie's dead" she looked up at me with bloodshot eyes and black lines stained her cheeks

" when did this happen?" I asked again

" last week an hour after I text you" she whispered

" why isn't Cian sad?" I asked

" Cian split up with me that morning" she spoke again crying

" Steph you can't stay here you need help" I spoke hugging her

" I need to stay here Alfie's here this is where he belongs" she spoke starring at a handprint he'd made with paint on his second birthday

" no-one cares" she spoke banging her head on the wall behind her were I noticed old blood stains and the back of her head was bleeding slowly

" you can't do this too yourself Steph!" I spoke picking up my phone

" no!!" She spoke but I needed to help my best friend

- hello how may I help you

E- ambulance please

- sure we'll be right away stay there

E- Thankyou

I looked back at Steph who was still sat in the same place starring at the same thing I can't believe none of the lads have done anything about this then I realised maybe none of the lads know

E- Ryan i need to tell you something

R- what?

E- Alfie is dead he died a week today you need to get to Stephs ASAP bring Cian to see what he's done to her that fucking prick

R- omg okay I'm coming

E- bye Hurry!

R- I will

" I don't want anyone" Steph whispered

" you need people around you Steph this isn't the way you should spent your life as a 19 year old come on

" well you just haven't lost the love of your life and your baby boy in one fucking day!!!" She screamed and threw a plastic fire engine at the wall making the bits fall adding to all the other broken toys that she'd thrown

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--Stephs in hospital now--

Deans PoV
How could no-one tell us about Alfie dying Cian told us that Steph was on holiday

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--Stephs in hospital now--

Deans PoV
How could no-one tell us about Alfie dying Cian told us that Steph was on holiday I can't believe he'd lie about such a bad thing emily had been crying for a few hours just looking through the tiny round window of the emergency room watching Steph and all the doctors while Dayl was hugging her

"Cian why did you let this happen! Why didn't you tell us Alfie was dead! Why did you leave Steph like this! Cian why!!" I questioned to him I was so confused we all were

" I don't care about Steph anymore or Alfie or any of you what happened wasn't anything to do with me" Cian spoke wanting to storm out but I had hold of his wrist

" Dean let go" Cian snapped

" no you don't realise the pain you've put her through you were meant to be with her through everything Cian she trusted you and look what you've done" I spoke trying to put some sense in Cians head

" Dean let him go" Josh spoke as I let go of his wrist and Cian walked out

" I don't understand" emily sobbed

" none of us do that's not the same Cian Morrin we all knew and loved he's changed" Dayl spoke pulling away from emily and started walking in the direction of where Cian left

" babe no don't follow him" emily spoke

" no I'm going to follow him and talk to him I want to know what really happened" Dayl spoke

" I'll go with you" Josh spoke getting up joining Dayl

" don't be long" Ryan spoke as they both left and I walked over to the round tiny window to the emergency room seeing Steph lying on a hospital bed with gas being pumped into her lungs and doctors around her At this point it's now that I knew I needed to save her somehow

" Dean?" Emily asked looking at me

" yes" I spoke not looking at her

" you love her" she whispered

" I do" I spoke with sad eyes turning to face emily

" we will make her better I know we will" emily spoke and hugged me as Bren joined and Ryan did at the end

Dayls PoV
I didn't want to leave emily but I had too so I could know what really happened it was nice that Josh came with me because we needed to catch up I'd missed that lad

" so how's your and emily?" Josh smiled

" grand got a baby on the way" I smiled

" Awee bet it's already doing backflips in there" Josh laughed lightly

" ahh you know me well" I laughed aswell

" yes I do" Josh laughed

We followed Cian until he got to Stephs house he got out and walked up to the gate looking at the house for a moment before walking down the path into the house as we followed him

" Cian we want answers" I spoke

" why there's nothing to tell" he spoke back as he just sat on the floor in the living room

" Cian please bro what happened" Josh spoke as we both joined him sitting on the floor

" me and Steph had a fight before because I saw Dean hugging her too closely for my liking and so we were shouting and that's when I left later that day steph ran me crying saying that Alfie had died I thought she was lying but he had climbed out of his crib and fell on his neck I I I'm sorry.." Cian broke down in tears

" it's okay" I spoke hugging him

" it's not I've been a fucking twat to Steph and I just left her to go crazy thinking about how our son had basically killed himself in her house and I was just scared to go back because I'm going to be like this and Steph can't see me like this I I I I'm s s sorry I really-y am" he stuttered through his tears

" you shouldn't stay in this house Cian you can live with me and em but right now we need to go to the hospital and make sure Steph is okay and we're going to take you to see a doctor okay" I spoke as Cian nodded and we got into my car and I drove back to the hospital where I spoke to Dean about what happened and Cian and Dean both hugged and we all sat in the waiting room