Dangerous Urges

Dirty little secrets

"Hmm that feels good" I moaned. Vincent and I were currently in my bedroom. Me trying to do homework that I missed out on while I was away from school due to my injuries, and Vincent massaging my feet. Ever since the incident his been doing everything he can to tend to my needs.

"You have the smallest feet I've ever seen" He laughed "What size are you?"

"Um hmm uh I can't really concentrate on anything when your doing that" Suddenly he stopped "Hey! Nobody said stop" He looked up at me then he started kissing my toes. "Vincentttt" I screamed jumping up and pulling my knees up to my chest "That tickles" I giggled

"Awe I'm sorry you little baby" he crawled over to where I was, pushed my legs opened and laid between them. He leaned over to kiss me but I moved my away so he got my cheek instead "Hey" He protested and tried again but I moved my face the other way. He growled and grabbed my face with both hands holding it still

"Your going to kiss me weather you like it or not" Then he forcefully pushed his mouth on mine. I wasn't complaining though. I kissed him back just as forcefully. Then his tongue came out and licked at my bottom lip. I opened my mouth to protest. We've never used tongue before and I had no idea what to do but his tongue saw it as an opportunity and he slipped it in my mouth. I immediately forgot what I was going to say the moment his tongue touched mine.

It felt so good, I couldn't help but moan into his mouth. He then stopped kissing me and before I could whine he started kissing my neck. He licked and kissed and sucked so hard it felt like pure heaven. I reached over and pulled on his belt that must have been a wake up call for he because he stopped and jumped away from me as if I had electric shocked him or something.

"Vincent what's wrong? I thought you wanted this? Don't you want me?" I felt tears coming on

"Jesus Alexis of course I want you. Don't you see how hard it is for me to lose control when I'm around you? I want more then anything to have you in that way but your not ready" He did have a point. I mean we weren't even a couple yet and we've only been fooling around for a few weeks.

"Your right I'm sorry I don't know what came over me" I gave a nervous laugh and went over to my mirror to fix my hair. As I pushed my hair back to brush I noticed I had a big purple and redish mark on my neck. "Vincent you gave me a hickey" I screeched. He came over and wrapped his arms around my waist from behind 

"I guess I got a little carried away" He kissed the mark quickly before letting go but I quickly turned around and attached my lips to his and pushed him back on the bed

(No they didn't have sex they were just kissing) A/N

The next day Vincent picked me up for school. I greeted him with a sloppy kiss and off we went. He walked me to my locker hand in hand. Things had defiantly changed a lot this year and I guess Vince was right even though I had lost two of my best friends life wasn't all that bad. I had Vincent by my side and I wasn't getting picked on anymore. A part of me wonders if that's because if Vincent. It didn't matter I was on cloud nine.

"So I was going to ask if you wanted to come to this party. A friend of mine is having it. It's a costume party?"

"Which friend?"

"Blake and I know what your thinking but we don't even have to see him at all we can do our own thing?" He was referring to the whole Mia and Blake thing.

Yes they are still a couple and going on strong. Where ever he is she is and I haven't spoken to her since that night. My mom said she was worried about me but she never texted or call to see if I was and when ever she sees me at school she turns the other way. I couldn't be selfish though, Blake was and still is Vincent's closest friend and just because I lost mine doesn't mean he has to lose his as well