{The Gap || Between The Two Of Us} (Cake)

~ Space ~

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Luke's POV

two days after the meeting and he's still acting cold.

yes, i want to ask him but whenever i ask him we just end up fighting still not knowing the answer 

"Luke"

"Yeah ash?" i said 

"Whats wrong?"

"What do you mean whats wrong?"

"oh come on man you know what i mean" he said

"how would i fucking know?" i snapped back

i wont tell him. yes i do trust ashton but i know no matter what he will always be on calum's side

i looked at the kitchen finding michael sitting on the counter shaking his head "whats wrong with you two?" there, finally

"i dont know-" i looked at them and i know they're not taking it "i don't really fucking know okay? oh why don't you ask calum yourself" i stood up and went outside

i want to get away, away from them and away from the negative aura that's been summoned by calum it's been days, days like these fighting, making up then fighting again. it's like something is holding him back

as i walked people starts to recognize me, giving glances and pulling out their phone to take a picture of me

"okay.. ill take the shortcut then" i whispered to myself

no i don't want to meet fans today. not like this.

as i take the shortcut i bumped into someone "watch where you goi-"

"fuck" i know that voice

"calum?" i said

he looked at me, he looked at me like he don't know me like he never met me

"oh its you"

"look. whats going on? why are you acting this way" i asked him

"its none of your business, luke"

"none of my business? im your boyfriend!" i said accidentally raising my voice

he stepped back "luke" he started

"oh what now?"

"i need some space" he looked down at his feet

what?

'i need some space'

'i need some space'

the minute it hit me everything became slow everything became blur

you know that feeling when you just want to explode? 

what did i do wrong huh? i did everything i could and he's still asking for some fucking space? what am i hearing right now? please tell me this is all a dream and if it is, i want to fucking wake up

what does he mean by that?

"luke im sorry but-"

"save it. i don't want to hear anymore of your goddamn reasons if that's what you really want then fine i'll give it to you" 

i want to ask him why but i cant, my pride is eating me i can't function well. i don't want to face him

fine if that's what he really wants. i know.i know its gonna be hard but if that's the only thing that he wants then.. i 

i remember promising him that i'll do everything and anything for him

and this, this is what he wants. he wants some space

i left him behind not looking back. i want to shoot myself i feel so numb why can't i feel a thing? maybe because its all too much that I've became immune

no matter what happens to me. i just want him to be happy even without me. his happiness is my happiness.

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