Dear diary,
I've never really liked it, the dresses and acting like a lady. It wasn't really me. I thought I was a tom boy for a while, but is more than that. He's in me, trying to get out, ripping me apart from the inside out. Trying to show his face to the world.
Dean, that's what I've named him, Dean. He's the little boy that lives inside me. Except, he isn't a different person, he is me. The me I want to be, short hair, jeans and a t-shirt. An actual real boy, the boy I will never be.
I want to have short hair, hairy legs, wear jeans, a shirt, and boxers I want these things off my chest. I want to show everyone Dean, who I really am. Everyone must think I'm crazy, not being lady like. People must think it's insane for a 13 year old to know what she wants.
Maybe I am insane.
Danielle
