Dear diary,
Whenever I look in the mirror I just remember how happy he was. Why can't I be happy like that? What if I always dressed like that?
I can't look in the mirror anymore. When I look in the mirror and I'm wearing a dress. (Which is always since mom found me.)
I don't know how long I can keep pretending to be this happy little girl.
Danielle
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