Liv is having doubts

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Olivias POV

* A week later *
Friday March 23rd

Elliot and I still haven't moved in together, Paige has been living with me. We have a court date in a week to make everything one hundred percent official.

I start making breakfast and I hear light footsteps walk down the hallway and Paige smiles at me rubbing her beautiful blue eyes.

"Morning mom." Paige yawned and kisses my cheek

"Good morning beautiful" I kiss her back and flip the pancakes

"Smells delicious." She smiles stealing chocolate chips out of the bowl and I gave her a look. I didn't mean to hurt her feelings it was just a joke.

"I'm sorry" she sighed and walked away from me.

I pull her back into my arms gently, "I was only kidding baby."

She nods and pulls away again walking back to her room

I sigh I really don't know how to do this whole motherhood thing.

Paige's POV

I don't know why I got so sensitive before there was no reason for it. Today is gonna suck. It's my last day in my crappy school and I'm not ready to go see new ones.

I change into a Nypd hoodie and leggings paired with my black Dr. Martens. Even though it's the end of March it's still freezing. I thought it was supposed to be spring.

I walk back out to the kitchen and my mom rushed over to me

"I'm sorry I'm probably a crappy
Mom. I never been one I don't know how I'm still learning. I'm sorry don't hate me. I just got You Back and and" she rambles looking at me tearfully

I smile a little and wrap my arms gently around her "I could never hate you. You're an amazing mom."

Olivia sighed happily and gave me a kiss on the cheek

"Eat quickly we have to get you to school."

I eat quickly and brush my teeth swinging my black backpack over my shoulder waiting for my mom

She grabs her keys and we then drive to school

I get out of the car and she follows me and kids give me all kinds of looks especially Chloe. My mom goes into the office to sign papers

"Have a great day sweetie. I love you so much." She blows me a kiss and walks out

I walk to class only to be stopped by Chloe.

"You found your mommy! How sweet" she laughs and throws all my stuff out of my hands breaking a few things including my cellphone. I couldn't even get a new one since Melissa isn't my foster mom and I'm not on any plan right now.

I sigh picking it up not feeling like I shouldn't pick a fight. I pick up the shards of glass from a painting I made in art and threw it all in my bag

Chloe pushes me and I push her back forgetting glass was in my hand and I cut her arm barely a centimeter but her mom is the vice principal and I know something will happen about it. I roll my eyes and walk away from her. Her cries are fading as I walk towards the door and I leave the school angrily. Teachers try and stop me but I leave I leave and decide never to return. Finding my parents was a mistake. My whole existence was one big mistake. I run for a long time. I end up running from police and hiding from them trying to bring me back to school I then end up running right by my mother and father

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Olivia's POV

I was kissing Elliot after the crime scene to lighten the mood. It was horrific. Then Elliot pulled away and saw Paige crying on a bench across the street. She looked out of breath, we both ran over to her

"Baby why aren't you in school?" He asks and she got up running into the depths of Central Park.

Elliot and I share a look before turning on cop mode chasing after her. She was a fast runner she was way far ahead of us and was still lugging a 30 pound backpack. She was slowing down towards the other end of the park and it worried me why she was trying to run from us. Did she not wanna be with me anymore. What did I do wrong?

"Stop running!" Elliot jogged up to her breathing heavily from the mile run he did in under 6 minuets.

I caught up with him and Paige kept walking away from us.

"Leave me alone!" She yelled at us walking towards the subway

I follow her and place my hand on her shoulder squeezing it gently. "What happened did I do something wrong?"

"No." She responds taking out her metro card.

"Ugh no way." Elliot grabbed it and she rolled her eyes at us walking back up the steps.

"Fine I'll walk to Queens." She rolls her eyes again pushing past us.

"What is wrong with you today?" I respond walking next to her. "You know I'm not gonna give up on you..ever so no use trying. Now let's go home and talk about this.

Paige's POV
What didn't she get?!

"I'm obviously gonna get taken away from you guys. It's not worth me starting to get used to this all. I'm gonna go back into foster care. And in three years I'll apply for independent living and get emancipated and never see you two again." I ramble out wiping sweat from my flushed cheeks.

My parents looked really hurt but I didn't care. I tried to believe I could get an awesome life with them but it's not gonna happen. Ever. They even shed a few tears.

"I can't believe you believe that... We are your biological parents that can't happen, we are gonna keep you... Unless you don't want us." Liv
wipes a few tears from her eyes.

"I don't." I lied and twirled my hair and it was a giveaway Liv did the same thing when she lied, dad told me.

I start walking away only to be pulled into a tight embrace by them both holding me and playing with my hair.

"I love you. SO MUCH." Olivia said to me holding on to me tight. "I don't want you to go again. I missed my baby's entire life." She chokes out and Elliot rubbed her back

Reality sunk in. They want me. They love me. No matter what anyone says I deserve this family more than anyone. I need them. I love them. I hope they can forgive me after this terrible mistake.

I choke out an "I'm so sorry mom... Dad" and they both wrap me up in their arms kissing my head playing with my brown hair.

"Forgive me?" I plea sobbing in their arms feeling like a blubbering idiot.

They lead me to my dads Ford Explorer and I get in the back and mom sits next to me.

"Mom?" I ask smiling a little bit

"What's wrong beautiful?" She responds smiling at me

"Can you have another baby?"

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