March 22, 2014 | 3:02am. I look horrible. I feel horrible. I am horrible. School is kicking my ass, and it doesn't help seeing Yuki's perfectly groomed self four times a week. At least Itachi's avoiding me. I wouldn't be able to keep my cool if I did.
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Eyes skimming over [Name]'s journal, Itachi quietly turned the page, having just finished reading through January up until March. Some entries were long, and excruciatingly detailed; others were simple lines, or short poems. Reading her life day by day, Itachi began to realise just how quickly [Name] was deteriorating through 2014.
March 23, 2014 | 5:09am. what even is sleep anymore ahahahahahaha i have to go to class in less than five hours fuck it all
March 24, 2014 | 7:45pm. i failed my latest paper but i honestly don't give a flying fuck anymore i'll just make up for it later
March 26, 2014 | 10:01pm. you know what? i'm happy for itachi. he and yuki r perfect for each other. i don't even care anymore. he's gorgeous and rich, she's gorgeous and elite, they're both the ultimate couple. i'm less than a potato. i'm not even worth a glance beside yuki. i'm happy for them. really.
"Itachi? Why are you still awake?"
The lethargic Uchiha raised his head in surprise, not expecting Yuki to speak to him at this time of night.
"Just going over some things before work tomorrow..." he muttered. Yuki glanced at the clock on her beside table, and shook her head.
"It's three in the morning, Itachi," said Yuki softly, patting her husband on the shoulder. "Go to sleep now."
Reluctantly, Itachi shut [Name]'s journal and put it in his drawer, turning off his lamp, and laying in bed as he tried to go to sleep.
He didn't.
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𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 | itachi uchiha
Fanfiction→ 𝐀𝐔✨ some day when you leave me, i'll bet these memories will follow you around. [𝐅𝐄𝐌!𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑-𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐓] [sequel to 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐟?] → 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: contains strong themes of depression and suicide. → written from jan. 2016 to apr. 20...
