| Justin's pov|when you lose, something you never really had it hurts. I understood true pain. I never experienced true pain until the accident. Losing a baby. Hurts me even thinking about it. I never got to raise it, love it, care for it, give it advice nor watch it grow up. Nothing can ever heal this big hole in my heart. It's permanent. It will never leave. I started back taking anti-depressions I even started back with tattoos
The more pain I feel
The better. That baby deserved to live. It didn't have a chance to make it in this world. God? Why did you take my baby away from me. Things happen for a reason but. My baby didn't need to go. It was pure innocent it didn't have a chance. I've been falling more and more into depression. I can't help myself. This..pain won't go away. Time passes but my heart still hurts and stays the same. Now I understood what true pain felt like.
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