Nothing

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by biexburbae

by biexburbae

How can you tell someone you love them, and make it mean nothing?

I suppose that you just wanted a distraction. But, you know, why not considering the choice of having a friend, instead of using a person a source of fun or help?

If it meant nothing, all those deep conversations and all that secret-sharing, why did you continue? You could've just stopped and could've just told me you were not even a bit interested in the poor girl that you decided to talk to only in the times of trouble, when you felt you needed someone to listen.

Why couldn't you just be my friend? Am I that bad as a person? You have the answers to all that, but I do not have the courage to ask you, because I'm too scared of what the truth may hold.

I was and I am still nothing to you apparently, because I mean, who goes and asks a person to go out with then and since they've said no, you go to the other and do the same until you have the perfect answer—yes.

The only pain I have felt in my heart was caused by you, but you never cared, so why should I care for the feelings of a nothing?

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Sent, November 27th, 2015 at 3:46PM.