TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING
self harm!!! nothing extremely graphic but self harm!!!
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Jet Star 💫: Hey, Gerard?
💉 partypoison 💊: hey ray
Jet Star 💫: I haven't talked to you since the party, how are you?
💉 partypoison 💊: good
Jet Star 💫: Really? I heard you and Lindsey had a fight. She won't tell anyone what it was about.
💉 partypoison 💊: yeah. stupid stuff. we weren't really very good friends so no love lost
Jet Star 💫: Oh. Okay.... Well how is Sebastian?
💉 partypoison 💊: good!! we're actually going on a date night tomorrow
Jet Star 💫: That's awesome! So you're over Frank, then?
💉 partypoison 💊: yeah p much
💉 partypoison 💊: we just weren't meant to be
Jet Star 💫: Ok I see. Well, I'll have you know that Christa and I are doing really well. I actually bought her a new necklace for our 6 month anniversary. She never takes it off.
💉 partypoison 💊: she's a sweetheart
💉 partypoison 💊: and a keeper
Jet Star 💫: I know, right? She's beautiful.
💉 partypoison 💊: mhm
Jet Star 💫: Right, well. Anyways, I'm going to go now. Chores and what not! See you later!
💉 partypoison 💊: bye
☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️
gerard sighed and locked his phone. he didn't know why he was lying to ray. ray would always be there for him, he had seen him at his lowest point. it was really because he didn't want to worry ray. what was the point of burdening ray with his own sadness?
gerard hated himself. he picked up the blade and made a third slit on his wrist. one for each person he hurt. three down, many more to go.
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i actually hate this chapter only because it's shit and it makes no sense. also extremely cliche. like i dont hate it bcs its sad or whatever, its just bad haha.
bcs u no, if im basically copying other people, why not go all the way???
seriously tho i can relate with gerard except without the cutting part
anyways ye. stay safe and as always,
Keep Running
-xølilly
