💿sweet pea📀: ....
geebear 🐻: what do you want
💿sweet pea📀: i wanted to say sorry
geebear 🐻: why
💿sweet pea📀: because i said some real shitty things
💿sweet pea📀: like some really REALLY shitty things
geebear🐻: yes
💿sweet pea📀: and some of those things you really didn't deserve
💿sweet pea📀: and i know that you weren't drunk that night
💿sweet pea📀: and at first i was upset because you took advantage of me
💿sweet pea📀: but
geebear 🐻: but what
💿sweet pea📀: but i'm starting to realize that maybe i'm not so upset after all
geebear 🐻: oh
💿sweet pea📀: and i mean i know you have a boyfriend or whatever
💿sweet pea📀: but you wouldn't have kissed me if you didnt still like me, right??
geebear 🐻: sebastian and i broke up
💿sweet pea📀: ob
💿sweet pea📀: *oh ffs
geebear 🐻: ya know, i think we both over reacted
geebear 🐻: i over reacted because you didnt like me back, which was stupid, because you arent obligated to like me back
💿sweet pea📀: and i over reacted because you werent responding to my texts. which was lame too because i should have known to just give you space, especially after lyn-z told me why you were upset
💿sweet pea📀: she misses you, ya know
💿sweet pea📀: she says you only ever talk to sebastian
💿sweet pea📀: which is why i assumed you guys were still together
geebear 🐻: no... we were both basically each others rebound
💿sweet pea📀: oh.
geebear 🐻: but frank
💿sweet pea📀: yeah
geebear 🐻: what about jamia
💿sweet pea📀: well, after we left, she kept kissing me and whatnot, obviously, but... i found myself only thinking back to the kiss we had
geebear 🐻: oh
💿sweet pea📀: so of course, i tried to blame it on the alcohol and have sex with jamia to get it out of my head
geebear 🐻: tmi tmi tmi
💿sweet pea📀: sry lol. anyways, that didnt rlly work very well.... and i accidentally said ur name instead of hers, so i mean ofc she got pissed
💿sweet pea📀: and i tried to blame it on the alcohol AGAIN and sleep it off
💿sweet pea📀: but as the days went by, and me being entirely sober, i sort of noticed that i couldnt stop thinking about the kiss...
💿sweet pea📀: and then ofc i had to come to terms that i was more gay then i originally thought,
💿sweet pea📀: (i mean i had been struggling with that shit for years though which is why i was so defensive of it earlier sorry)
💿sweet pea📀: and i also had to come to terms with the fact that... i like you...
geebear 🐻: oh
💿sweet pea📀: i mean, i understand if you dont like me anymore... thats fine.
💿sweet pea📀: but i hope you'll give us a chance to just start from the beginning
geebear 🐻: okay. i'd be happy to start from the beginning.
frnk 🍆: well then, let me begin with "hey"
