sebastian 🦀: i'm sorry gerard
sebastian 🦀: im sorry, but i had to end it. neither of us really wanted it. i was just trying to get over courtney, and you were just trying to get over frank
👽 hesitant 💀: i know seb
sebastian 🦀: but we can still be friends, right?
👽 hesitant 💀: ofc!! i'm sorry. i know that i used you and i feel absolutely awful
sebastian 🦀: if it makes you feel any better i used you too
👽 hesitant 💀: woa thanks bro lolol
sebastian 🦀: wow we r rlly good a relationshipping
👽 hesitant 💀: yes yes 10/10
sebastian 🦀: but gee, please please please promise me something
👽 hesitant 💀: yes what is it good sir
sebastian 🦀: please stop cutting
sebastian 🦀: i know. i know that it makes it all feel better for a little while and i know it feels good at the moment
sebastian 🦀: but please stop. it hurts you more than you think. and i know that you dont clean up properly afterwards. so please stop. its not safe, its not good for you, and as much as you think it does, it doesnt help. cutting doesnt make the problem go away, it makes it worse.
👽 hesitant 💀: i know
👽 hesitant 💀: im sorry
sebastian 🦀: you have nothing to be sorry about. just please dont do it anymore i dont want anything bad to happen to you
👽 hesitant 💀: i know its just im such a shit boyfriend
👽 hesitant 💀: and such a shit friend
👽 hesitant 💀: and a shit person in general
sebastian 🦀: gerard. listen to me. you're a teenager. teenagers do stupid things. like get a boyfriend to make the pain of heartbreak to go away. or cheat on said boyfriend with said heartbreaker. i get it. im a stupid teen who does the same things. we all make mistakes. a couple mistakes doesnt make you a shit person. it just makes you a human.
👽 hesitant 💀: i know you just saw me yesterday and we arent together but please come over i need someone to be with me right now. not in a romantic or sexual way at all.
sebastian 🦀: im on my way
message delivered
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thoughts???
on sebastian being nice to gerard?
on gerard cheating on sebastian?
on gerard self harming??
anything???????
on how shit of a writer i am lol???
nvm that sounded rlly needy im a gr8 writer who does what she wants
yaysyssyys i actually really like this story. ofc thats what i said about cherry bomb before i realized how bad it was...
but i like to think this story is less cringey than that one...
anyways, heres the sign off and as always,
Keep Running
-xølilly
