Shattered (Completed)

Chapter 31

Cameron*

I just want her to wake up and never leave my presence. We really lost our first child wow.

I went home got her some clothes cause she will need some cause she will be released later today.

I picked out her outfit

• long gray T-shirt

• Nike joggers

• and her white uggs

I bought her these uggs yesterday cause she needs it. She needs the love.

Nicole •

I don't know what to feel or what to do but just sit here and cry.

"Hey Nicole did you eat your food ?" Nessa asked

"No." I said.

"Please eat." Siena said.

I just shook my head no

"Where is Cameron ?" I asked.

"He is at home getting you some clothes cause you're​ leaving later today. But you have to eat." Nash said.

"No !" I yelled.

"Why ?" Mahogany asked.

"Cause its nasty. Hospital food is nasty in general." I said.

"At least you're​ talking." Carter said.

"No. Carter." I said.

Then someone knocked on the door.

"Come in." Hayes said.

"Cameron come here." I said.

"Ready to go home ?" He asked.

"Yeah I guess." I said getting up but my stomach started to hurt so I sat back down

"What's wrong ?" Cameron asked.

"Just my stomach." I said holding it.

"The doctor said it will hurt. Your stomach will hurt." Carter said.

"Alright." I said.

Siena and the girls helped me up and took me to the bathroom to get changed.

I put in my clothes these uggs are really cute but I never bought these.

"You like them ?" Cameron asked.

"Yeah but they aren't mine." I said.

"I bought them silly." He said.

"Ohh they're cute." I said.

"Let's go home now." He said grabbing my hands.

"Kay." I said.

Cameron signed the papers and I went and sat in the car. I had took his phone since I don't know where mine is.

But he didn't cheat on me so that's okay.

I took a picture and captioned it "finally going home" it was on Cameron's Instagram so oh well.

'So are you okay emotionally ?" Cameron asked.

"No I'm not Cameron I just lost my first child that hurts so much." I said having a melt down.

"Look its okay." He said.

"NO ITS NOT !!! I WANTED TO HOLD MY CHILD IN MY ARMS LIKE ITS NOT OKAY SO SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!" I yelled.

"Okay I'm sorry. I guess I don't have feelings either." He said.