Mafia Love

19.

After sending a maid to go and give Adrian his breakfast. I sat and ate with KY. Kurt had gone out on some important work so it was just the two of us for breakfast. After our breakfast we cleaned up the table and put away the dishes for the maids to wash up. After I was done with that I went to my room.

I was missing Sarah.

I told her I'll be back soon but  months have past I haven't seen her. I do call her up and as tines goes she is getting suspious. For how long can I possibly lie to her. So many months I haven't gone home. I keep lying to her that I stayed over at my friends place and few months ago I told her I'm at my parents' house because I was home sick. But even that lie won't be for long. 11 months and tomorrow would be the start of the 12th month since I last saw her. She belived me easily when I told I was at my parents' house because she knew how I missed them and that I could do anything to meet them. I told her I was taking an educational break and goung back to stay with my parents for a while and then cine back and continue with my studies.

She's gonna be mad at me when I get back.

She probably won't forgive me.

I never hid anything from her and today I can't believe I am hiding such a big thing from her. I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the door open. I saw Adrian enter and I could feel my heart beating fast. I remembered as to how he yelled at me to get out of his room and I started getting scared.

Its not my fault that I'm getting scared of him.

Everytime we are together one of us ends up screaming at the other and most of the time it's him screaming at me.

By now he was only a few feet away from me.

I am still aware of the awkward tension growing between the two of us.

"Ara...." He started but I started to walk away when I felt his grip on my hand.

Please I don't need anymore of his crap.

But something in his voice told me I should stay. It was not a firm one it was a gentle one.

"No one has ever walked away from me when I'm talking and you have the nerve to that not once but twice?" His voice was cold and although I didn't see his face I knew he was talking through gritted teeth.

I took my hand away from his grip and turned to face him.

I thought maybe this time when we are face to face we'll talk properly but no this time also it's the same damn stuff. Confronting each other and trying to prove each other wrong. Which will land up in he shouting at me and me crying over my pathetic state at the end.

"dude are spilt personality???? No like seriously are you OK??? One time you don't want me to be next to you.....and the next moment you behave as though nothing has happened. I know you have major mood swings problems....but......honestly I can't cope with it. You better decide if you want me to stay with you or no.... " I said flaring up.

This guy was ridiculous.

First he allows me in his room and then he chases me out from there.

I agree I love him but that doesn't mean I'm gonna stand this nonsense of his.

He needs to open up someday or the other.

I'm not even sure if he loves me

All Kurt told was he's a changed person when he's with me but that doesn't prove the fact that he loves me.

"Ara..... I'm sorry..... I know you were trying to help..... But it's just that I didn't want you to see me like that.... I thought I was better of alone.... But I realized that without you I was not able to even nurse my wounds properly.... I'm extremely....sorry? " he said.

Omg he just told me sorry.

Wow nice job Ara.

Your bringing down his ego.

I looked at him and I could see how nervous he was.

I must admit he looked damn cute.

" it's alright.....And I'm sorry for flaring up on you....It's just that I was trying to help.....And moreover I didn't understand your outburst." I said.

"you are one lucky lady that I'm telling you sorry.... I never tell anyone sorry.... All I have done is to make people beg sorrys to me.... And here I can't believe I'm telling you sorry." He said smiling at me.

Ouch what a pleasant sight.

He smiled.

Such a great accomplishment.

"it wasn't hard though was it? "

" damn hard for me " he replied and I chuckled.

"and oh yeah I've got a surprise for you... Sarah?" He called out.

With that my mouth dropped open.

Sarah???

Is she here???

Wow.

"close your mouth or a fly will go inside" he said laughing at my expression.

I quickly closed my mouth and covered it with my hands.

Seeing my actions he laughed a bit more.

Then I saw Sarah enter timidly.

She looked a bit scared but when she saw me her eyes sparkled. I ran upto her and hugged. She kissed me on the cheek and I continued to hug her.

"OK I guess I'll leave you two alone for a while now " Adrian said while walking out of the room.

Sarah went and sat on the big bed while I ran after Adrian out of the room. I had to thank him for this.
"Adrian" I called out making him stop in the hallway.

He turned around and looked a bit surprised.

" what? " he asked.

"thank you so so sooo much for this." I said with gestures.

"my way of saying sorry for what I did and thanks for what you did" he said smiling.

"well if this is your way of saying sorry then I don't mind you doing wrong things again and again." I said laughing.

"now get going inside. Your friend is waiting there and I'm sure you'll have a lot of information to catch up with....Gosh I can't believe I'm even doing this " he said muttering the last part.

But I could hear it clearly.

"I too can't believe you are actually doing this..." I said and he was surprised that I heard him.

"OK bye catch up for lunch" I said and with that I saw him nod and turn around.

He walked away to his room and I could feel him smiling.

I then went inside my room and found Sarah sitting on the bed. I went and sat near her.

"you have a lot to explain to me" she said folding her hands and faking to be angry.

"and you have a lot to hear" I said in a warning tone and with that we both bursted out laughing.

The best things about Sarah was she understood me well.

She knew that I would never hide anything from her and this time if I have hidden something it must have been something great. I was so relieved to know that she is safe and that she is not angry with me. But I know she's gonna be angry with me if I don't tell her everything. If I don't tell her the truth.

What's her reaction gonna be when she gets to know she is in a Mafia's house?

What's gonna be her reaction when she gets to know I'm in love with the Mafia boss?

Oh Lord please help me explain things to her properly.