Mafia Love

25.

Warning.

The contents below are related to self harm and suicide. Please read at your own risk.

Also, neither suicide nor any form of self harm should ever be an option for anyone irrespective of the problems faced. If you need help get help.

Everyone deserves to be happy and everyone, I mean every single soul has the right to be happy.

With that being said, let's continue reading.

We all had lunch in the hall. We had ordered lunch from outside. Since I was the first one to finish eating I decided to go and check on Sarah and see if she needs anything. I knocked at her door but didn't get any response she must be sleeping. I slowly opened the door and saw that she was not in bed. Then I heard the sound of running water coming from the washroom.

Is she having a shower?

But she's supposed to take bed rest. This girl clearly doesn't listen. I went near the washroom to find the door opened.

It's strange.

She never showers with the door opened that to when people are at home.

Plus I couldn't see any change clothes lying on the bed. I knocked on the washroom door before looking inside. But I didn't get any response.

Strange.

I knocked again and called out to her name but still no response. In fear I looked inside and I almost fell back in shock.

What the actual hell!

Sarah lay in a pool of blood. She lay on the floor while her body was wet and her wrist was cut. She had a razor in the other hand and her wrist was bleeding. I quickly went inside and turned off the shower. I lifted her head and placed it on my lap. There was blood everywhere. Her skin was beginning to turn pale. I started to freak out. I shook her. I patted her cheeks. I called out to her but no response. She didn't even stir a bit.

"Adrian.....Lukas.... Ky.... Kurt all of you'll Please come here fast" I cried out while trying to wake her up.

They all were there in seconds. Ky screamed at once on seeing Sarah like that. Adrian was the first to react. He quickly took towels and pressed it on the cut to stop it from bleeding. Then, Lukas carried her and gently placed her on the bed. Kurt by then called the doctor and in no time the doctor came.

Everything was happening so fast. I didn't even get time to understand what was even going on.

He examined her and nursed the wound and well. I was seated just next to her holding the other hand. I was very scared I didn't want to leave Sarah's side. Adrian was standing behind me but leaning against the wall.

Lukas looked worried.

Really worried.

That definitely freaked him out to see his girl in such a horrible condition.

She freakin self harmed herself.

He was pacing the room and occasionally looking at her. Ky was seated on the bed near me and was looking at the doctor examining Sarah. Kurt was standing at the other end of the room. He too was worried for her. There was silence in the room until the doctor spoke.

"she's lost blood but not too much to put her life in danger so she's out of danger.....was she mentally disturbed? Did she have any kind of stress or anything? Because this is an attempt to suicide." The doctor said.

I was shocked.

My bestie tried to kill herself.

Why?

Adrian placed a hand on my shoulders.

Ky covered her mouth with her hands in order to control her sobs.

Lukas stormed out of the room.

I knew he needed sometime alone.

The doctor then wrote some medicines and Kurt walked him out. He informed us that he's going to get the meds. I looked at Adrian. He saw me crying and hugged me. I buried my face in his body. He wrapped his arms around me and somehow I felt a lot better.

" you should be with Lukas" I said to Adrian.

Maybe Lukas knows something.

He nodded patted my back and then left to console Lukas. Though I needed Adrian with me I knew Lukas needed someone even more.

After sometime Sarah woke up. I was so relieved. At first I didn't know what to say to her.

"Hi..." I said.

"Hi ..." She replied.

"How are you feeling?" ky asked concern filled in her voice.

"I'm better" she said giving her a pale smile.

"You are an idiot, you know that right? How dare you huh? Who do you think you are? Did you even think what will happen to me? To Lukas? To your parents if you go?" I literally yelled.

I could no longer control it.

I tried my best not to bring up this topic. But the image of her in bathroom wouldn't leave my head.

What if I came in a little later?
What if something happened to her?

"Ara...shhh....Calm down... Please it's not the time for this." Ky said holding my wrist.

I looked at her and she gave me a pleading look.

Maybe she's right.

This is not the right time to talk or burst out my anger.

"Ara....I'm sorry " Sarah choked.

"You have to be Sarah.... This is no joke." I said trying to calm myself down.

She knew that I was angry with her. She knew she had done a mistake and it's gonna take some time for me to forgive her. I never really got angry but when I did I make sure that the person understands that I'm angry and it's not good. I got up and went to the corner of the room. I didn't want her to see me crying.

"Sarah.... Dear you freaked us all out." ky said in a calm tone.

I was still not facing them.

"I'm sorry ky" she said.

"Nononono.... It's OK.... Just promise that you won't do this ever again. You have a lot of people who love you...." Ky said.

Man she is really patient.

"Promise" Sarah said.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I just walked out of the room.

Then I searched for Lukas and Adrian. I had to tell them about Sarah. I found them seated in the backyard. Both their backs facing me. I went and placed a hand on Lukas. He immediately turned to me and so did Adrian. I gave him a small smile.

"She's awake.....you can meet her" I said.

I saw Adrian sigh in relief. Lukas wiped away his tears and practically ran towards the bedroom. Maybe he was pouring out his emotions to Adrian. I hated what was happening right now. I so wished this all was just one bad dream that would disappear when I wake up. But it's the reality and the true fact is that everyone has to deal with this shit and get over it.

Whether we like it or not.