I sat on the sofa in my living looking over files as sky played in her room. The past couple of days have been easy to take care of her with taking her to school and taking her to dance.
She likes it here and I like her here with me because my life seems somewhat complete now. Jay has been calling to check and see how's she been I give him props because he's an actually good father but I'm her mother and he shouldn't feel the need to check up on her like I'm some babysitter.
After completing my case and all the paper work I decided to see what was going on with sky because she had been quiet for about 15 minutes now. I walk into her room to see her on her bed asleep.
I didn't want to wake her so I decided I would go start dinner so I could have it all Done by the time she wakes up.
I decided tonight I would make pasta and shrimp with some vegetables and backed chicken. I know she wanted a slushy earlier and she couldn't get one because it was time for her to go to dance practice so I decided I'd make her one.
I took out all the ingredients and made sure I had everything so that when the food was done she could help me make them.
After and hour of cooking the food was finally done and I was going to go wake her so she could eat bathe and watch whatever movie she wanted to watch.
" sky " I whispered tickling her under arms
She slowly opened her eyes looking sad
" what's wrong babe " I asked
" I had a bad dream mommy " she said
" oh no what was it about " I asked
" that Mrs taraji passed and she wouldn't come back anymore " she said
" oh honey Mrs taraji is fine she's not going anywhere I'm sure of it " I said
" I was crying really bad in my dream " she said
" would you cry if mommy didn't come back " I asked
" not as much because I've known taraji along time me and you recently started meeting " she said
I can't say that didn't make me a little sad it's all my fault and I can't go back in time and fix it.
" well let's get some dinner in our systems " I said smiling
" are you mad at what I said mommy " she said
" no just go wash your hands and meet me downstairs " I smiled holding my water works
I made my way downstairs and there was ring at doorbell and I live in a nice condo so I don't remember buzzing anyone in.
I slowly walked to the door and peeped through the hole and it was Jay what the hell this fool want I said to myself
I opened the door and rolled my eyes
" what the hell you want " I Asked
" I can't stop by my first wife house and check on our child " he said
" not without calling what if we weren't here " I said
" your right I'm sorry can I come in " he asked
" I mean I guess " I said shrugging my shoulders
" why you acting like you never loved me girl we were madly in love you acting all bitter " he said locking the door.
" key word were and I'm over it now I have nothing to say about that situation " I said
" bey " GCO
" It's Beyoncé to you " I said
" Man .... So you telling me you never think about me " he said
" you still can't get my name right because I'm not a man do you talk to queen of Apes like this because man I would of been got your shit in check and for the question hell naw " I said frowning
" Look you will never really understand what I felt back then in our marriage I was hurt and you didn't seem to care" he said
" Shawn save the boo hoos for somebody that care because this one right here don't really care " I said
" you never let me explain " he said
" if someone should be saying no one let them explain it should be me your through the papers in my face do you remember that shit you packed your shit and left me remember " I said becoming anger
" I'm sorry I just wish we could be friends and come back to our good days " he said
" you must be delusional because I don't even know why I let you in " I said
" we went through things together you can just throw it all away our little angel" GCO
" don't talk about that you know how sensitive I am about that and you continue to bring that up like its going to bring us back together " I said on the verge of tears
He looked at me with guilt
" I think you should leave " I said lowly
" I'm sorry " he said
" aren't you always " I said
I lead him to the door and he stopped before leaving he could see the tears on my face
" I really wish you could forgive me because I forgave you along time ago " he said leaving out
We both had our fair share of problems throughout our whole marriage but he's the one the decided to leave I'm not about accept him in hell he's married for crying out loud why would he want a relationship with me .
If he can step out on me with her and can step out on me with her or anybody hell
I really need to find me a man and quick so his sorry ass can leave me the hell alone the only thing he need to worry about is sky and his planet of the ape ass wife ..
Because Beyoncé is not taking it
A/n
Who knew bey could be so mean ?
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