" yes she left and took my daughter man it's not fair to me at all we talked out everything and she still left she said she felt like we should just be friends" I said shaking my head
"'Man that's bull she loves you she wants you to chase her that all" he said
" I'm done chasing her I've been chasing her all our lives and I'm tired of her leaving me like it's my fault and it's not my fault " I said
" I get it man but I think it's time for you to show her what's she's missing I mean I'm not man to encourage games but that seems like what she's on with you so why the hell not" he said
" I know man you remember Mia from high school " I asked him
" yeah what about her" he chuckled
" she hit me up on something " I smirked
" how she get your number " he asked
" she dm'd me on Instagram and I think she wanna talk" I said
" well I mean man I don't encourage any of this because Beyonce is who you need he'll she's your soulmate " he said
" but just 4 minutes ago you were saying go ahead " I laughed
" that's until you said ole girl name you know Beyonce and her never liked each other he'll didn't Beyonce beat her ass in high school when she touched you " he laughed
" yes she did and she beat her ass but man Beyonce keeps leaving me and I don't deserve it" I said
" well look I can't tell a grown ass man what to do because your going to do whatever you want to do " he said
" I'm about to hit her up and see what she on" I said pulling my phone out
Beyonce point of view
" so you left him again when are you going to stop messing with him " my mom asked
" mom you know I love jay but " gco
" you want somebody to chase your ass and if I were jay I would move the hell on and find someone else you left him for no reason Beyonce it's not fair " she said
I rolled my eyes
" mom it's not that easy I love jay I just don't think we're ready " I said
" whatever Beyonce don't tell me shit else because your wrong " she said
I knew she would be upset and he'll I didn't know I would miss jay this much.
I pull out my phone to scroll down Instagram and instantly see Shawn posting a picture of the girl we used to go to high school with.
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Liked by TyTy, LaLa, Gloriacarter, Darrenwoods and 13,543 others ShawnCarter visiting my girl long time no see😏💕 View all 13,014 comments TyTy damn she look good still! What you doing Shawn?!!! Where bey?💀😂 Darrenwood you a clown man😭😭😭 Gloriacarter beautiful picture son!! Miapark glad you could stop by mr Carter😉!!
Why would he be visiting her and why are all his friends commenting on it like it's funny. Even mama Gloria commented as if she was okay with it. I know I did Shawn wrong but I never knew he would go out and go with someone else. I felt my heart begin to sting I can't blame anyone but myself because it's all my fault.
I click on her page and see her posting photos of them two together and it's making me upset. I need to talk to someone other than my mother so I call my friend Nicki.
" yes bihhh" she answered
" I need to talk" I said
" what's wrong boo " she asked
" I left jay because I felt we needed a break and then I go on instagram just now to see him with Mia from high school posting hearts and shit" I said
" I'm looking now and to me I think he's just trying to make you jealous and bitch your mother fucking Beyonce you better get it together and show this nigga who you are " she said
I chuckled
" I miss him Nicki I need him " I said
" well get him back bitch meet me at 40/40 I know he's going to be their tonight don't ask me how just know I know " she said
" okay " I said hanging up
............
After I was done getting dressed I posted a photo on Instagram
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Beyonce Girls night with @Nickiminaj 😉🐝✨
View all 15,345 comments Ciara you look good mommy!!😍😩✨ Kellyrowland ahhhh bestie fuck it up 🐝✨✨ Nickminaj Barbie tingzzz bitch😍🐝🐝 Tinalawson my baby looks beautiful per usual have fun tonight baby!! Treysongz sis you look great !!!! Aubreyoffical damn bey 😋 Michaelealy pull up tonight 40/40 it's going down sexy 😋👅👅👈🏽
I laughed at all the notifications and gasped at jay liking my photo. I thought he was over me I smiled to myself. I'll have him back in no time. After we were done taking our pictures and stuff we got into my truck driving off to the the club. When we arrived of course people were all over us but I was only here for one man and that was my man.
When entering the club everyone cheered and we smiled this was like a second home for us we used to come in here every night and get lit but ended up getting pregnant and college got intense.
" there he go right there and she with him two" Nicki said
" please be gone get his ass up and come to me" I said
After the dj made an announcement that me and Nicki were here his head shot up. I'm going to play with him a little bit. The song workin me by quavo came on and everyone instantly started dancing.
" ooo looks like he's watching " Nicki said
I looked up sipping my drink seeing his eyes meet mine I gave him a lustful look and turned around. He will be coming my way any moment now. As the song continued I seen him getting with her as if they were leaving.
" they leaving " she said
" I see that " I frowned
After watching him leave my mood changed was he really done with me. I guess so and I'm heartbroken
