Chapter 7

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~~Beyoncé point of view 👸🏽~~

" what hell you doing standing in front of the the damn tv knowing that my favorite show is on this is freaking empire" I yelled throwing a pillow at Aubrey

" baby you saw this episode already in fact we both watched it together last week" he laughed

" so you still gone sit there " I laughed

He finally moved jumping on top of me making me laugh.

" you so nasty " I whispered

" how " he chucked sucking my neck

" I knew you was about to do something freaky that's why you my little nasty baby " I moaned

" you should be the last talking about freaky " he smiled

" oh you don't have to tell me I got it honest my momma is a freak and my daddy a freak "'I smiled

" it's good your beautiful and freaky " he laughed

" shut up " I said getting up to go check on sky

I walked into her room to see her watching lher movies I recently bought and she's not feeling to well she's been feeling a little draggy but  when I took her to the doctor they said she has fever but they gave me medication to give her so she's been in bed pretty much all weekend.

Aubrey has been kind enough to help me out around the house and helping me out with sky but the only thing that upsets me is that Jay hasn't called one time to check on sky so I'm gone do a pop up on his ass.

I went back into my room and grabbed my black jacket and my black nikes and told Aubrey id be back.

I drove over to Jay's place and seen that his car was there and so was he ugly ass wife's car was there too so I instantly got heated again.

I knew where they kept the spare key so I let myself In I heard talking coming from there bedroom. I made my way upstairs and seen him and her laid up all naked and shit with covers over them.

I busted through the door my anger was getting higher .

" Beyoncé what the hell are you doing " he yelled

" I should be asking your monkey looking ass that you haven't called to check on your child in a whole damn month I've been calling your phone non stop while your here fucking our child is at home with a fever" I yelled

" look here I've been trying my best to be nice " GCO

" nice to who because girl I damn for sure don't need you think you have to hold your tongue for me because you don't " I spat

" Beyoncé look lets just talk in private " he said

" oh so now you wanna talk in private I know stuff about you that will set this bitch up so don't fucking play with me Corey " I yelled

Taraji looked around shocked at how angry I was

" I'll let you too continue to fuck and do the lame shit y'all been doing I said walking out

I walked to my car with Shawn running after me and he finally stopped me at my car

" Beyoncé look I'm sorry I really am sorry isn't even enough I should have been there to check on you and my child and I was wrong you just got so mad with calling 24 24 so I just didn't " he explained

" a whole month carter a whole month " I whispered softy letting tears fall

He grabbed me and pulled me into a hug

" I'm so sorry " he said squeezing me

I pulled away getting into my car I can't let him get me into his trap he so called is going to get me into.

I sped home to now be with my daughter Aubrey has to go I can't focus on him right now.

After speeding I finally made it home and rushed into the house. I seen sky laying down on the couch.

" sky baby why you out here and not in bed " I  asked going over to her

" I'm sorry I just wanted you mommy and I miss daddy where's he " she asked

I felt a burning sensation in the back of my throat I couldn't explain it to her this is why I needed him to handle his responsibilities

" how about you call him tomorrow and see because you need to rest it's late okay " I said covering it up

" okay mommy " she said going to lay down

A month later

I walked around the house making sure i cleaned everything I was suppose to clean

I saw sky appear in the living room holding her teddy bear. Today is the day Jay finally decided to see her and it's been a whole damn month.

I wasn't going to take her to see him but she's young and she doesn't know really about what's going on or what he did to her.

I grabbed my purse and her hand as we made our way to the car to meet him .

When we arrived I seen him waiting at a table and sky quickly ran to him embracing him into a hug .

I sat down and looked at him with disgust how could be leave her for a month and expect me to explain and lie for him i never want to lie to my child because I would never want her to lie to me.

" hey bey " he said

I have him a blank facial expression

He looked down and gave his full attention to sky. As for me I just looked on my phone.

After they finished eating I decided it was time for us to go.

She said goodbye and we made our way home. When we got home she went straight for her toys and then there was knock at the door

When I opened the door I stood in shock

It was taraji

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