" Are you going to tell me what's wrong now because she's been blowing your phone up for almost three and a half hours" bey said
" She told me that makai is mines and things went left from there she started bringing up the past and I couldn't take it especially since I'm going through all this shit with you all" I said
" Look the only person you have to be here for is skai I'm a big girl jay and I can't continue to try and make you feel something for me when it's not their" she said
" that's just it I hate having to choose between two people I love so much and two people who have made me into the man I am" I said
" well Shawn that's not my place " she said getting up to finish doing what she was doing in the kitchen
I knew she was upset because me and Beyoncé have been through so much together.
" bey" I said grabbing her waist
" don't Shawn don't touch me please " she said
" why can't I touch you " I asked
" because I can't let myself keep getting hurt I can't keep being a second choice. If I can't have you all to myself I want you to focus on skai and being the best daddy you can be to her I think I've been pulled along enough" she said
" bey please let me explain" I said
" no please leave " she said looking at me in my eyes
I left because I could see how hurt she was and I didn't want to cause anyone trouble.
..... Months later ......
Beyoncé point of view
-The love I needed thank you South Africa 🌟-
I captioned my phot and then placed my phone down. I took a trip alone and away from everyone for my own sake. My mom agreed on keeping skai for a month and I'm truly grateful for that.
As for everything else I don't know I up and left the day after Shawn came to my house and I don't know what he's been up to since and I really didn't care. I was expected to arrive back home in a couple of hours and man do I miss my baby.
I decided I'd doze off and hopefully we would be landing so I can get back to my baby.
.............
It's been a couple hours since I've touched down at home and boy did me and skai cry. We cried so much we ended up taking a nap in my room together. She had gotten so big within a month and I was emotional. We were in the dark but we could see the sunset going down it was moments like these I cherished the most.
" mommy " skai said
" yes baby " I asked
" did you go away because of daddy " she asked