Keep Trying (I_Am_Wildcat x Reader)

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Your POV:

Planes made me anxious. Everybody knew that already and it was old news, but that didn't mean that it just went away. The ride to PAX was tough enough, and going back was worse because of one damn thing; turbulence. 

Yup, I was scared of planes as it was and if you throw in some crazy shaking of the plane due to weather conditions it was ten times worse. My heart was practically beating out of my chest and I could not, for the life of me, fall asleep.

I thought back to departing with my friends and fellow youtubers. They all gave me different advice on how to handle the situation.

Moo Snuckel told me to try and sleep. Daithi told me to blast music in my ears. Lui told me to invest in a stress ball, to which Tyler told them he was my 'stress ball'. I didn't understand that at first but I later would.

Marcel told me I should watch the movie and keep my mind off of the situation and Mini told me to just eat a ton of comfort food. Terroriser didn't suggest anything because after that little stunt he pulled I wasn't really talking to him anymore.

But, Vanoss told me to keep calm and keep 'er goin' like he always does and Delirious told me to pop a sleeping pill and ride it out. That one earned him an annoyed glare from Tyler and a smack on the arm from Evan. I just laughed, honestly I'd considered it.

I said goodbye to my friends, sad I wasn't going to see them for a while, but also not quite knowing what I was going to do about the situation. In the end, I was comforted most by the feeling of Tyler's fingers intertwined with my own.

He told me he wouldn't let anything happen to me and although I knew that if the plane were to crash he would have no power over it, I believed him because that was better for my mental health. Plus, he seemed so intent on keeping me safe and I trusted him.

I looked down to our hands and smiled. Our trip started this way, and I was glad it was ending this way. Tyler and I had been through a lot in the past couple of weeks, well really the past year, but more specifically the past week or so. I was so surprised about how this trip went. I'd expected it to be terribly awkward and painful. I couldn't have been more wrong.

Sure, there was the fair share of drama, including Brian trying to sabotage our relationship, me finding out Tyler was going to propose before we broke up, and a lot of matches of pool, but in the end it worked out. Well, mostly.

We got back together, that decision was easy. Yes, we loved each other. Yes, we wanted to be together again. But that wasn't the hard part.

The hard part was going home and changing our lives back to the way it was. We had to tell our families we were together again for one, and that would not be easy. My family, at the least, had grown to resent Tyler for breaking my heart and I was positive they wouldn't take so kindly to me taking him back so easily.

Then after that was settled, we'd have to figure out how we were going to go about this fresh start, by that I mean the little thing that was the engagement ring in Ty's suitcase.

We couldn't just pick right back up where we left off, that'd be too weird. We've spent a year apart from each other. We'd obviously have to work back into it gradually.

Things were definitely not as simple as they seemed and it wasn't going to be easy working it out, that was for sure, but I was ready to start. I'd missed my life with Tyler, and I was ready to have him back.

I looked over to the sweet boy to my left and took in everything about him for a moment. Tyler made my chest fill with butterflies and this warm feeling. He was incredibly handsome in my opinion and I could've sat there admiring him all day, but his blue eyes turned on mine and he smiled at me.

I blushed, having been caught staring at him, and turned to look at the ground. He squeezed my fingers reassuringly with one hand and with the other he turned my face up to look at him. I could still feel the hot blush flooding my cheeks as he leaned in to press his lips to mine.

I melted into his kiss and a wave of calm radiated through me, everything else forgotten. Who needed a sleeping pill or a stress ball when you have a perfect boyfriend to distract you from all of your troubles?   

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~i_aint_weldkat