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▴ fifteen ▴

jay: juliet.

jay: it's happening again.

jay: I want to end it and be done with it

jay: I'm useless and it just..it just hurts so much.

jay: Gabe told me he hated my guts and I was a piece of trash.

jay: and I laughed.

jay: because he's right.

jay: I'm a freak.

jay: and the only people that ever want to touch me are these old men mother brings home at night.

jay: I wish the pain would stop.

jay: and I wish you were here.