Guess who was promised of a shit ton of updates but most likely never got that story update because the author's so slow, lazy, and emotionally and mentally unstable that makes up soo many stupid excuses when you just want that fricken' chapter for you to enjoy/mock?
Yep,
That's you!
Right over there!!
Yes, you!!!
And who's fault is it?
Of course, it's obvious.
Definitely me.
But let me tell you this,
I usually tell you it's some kind of writer's block.
When it sorta isn't.
You know that feeling you get so annoyed when i post tons of random donkey ass shit but it isn't the story you want?
Like, if i told you i'm gonna update that one story sooner or later.
And then next thing you know, i didn't do anything to the story.
Or if i say i'm gonna work on something new,
The next thing you know is i'm not uploading it.
And i know you're tired of this word but,
SORRY.
Although i kinda know why i'm like this.
I'm a very impulsive and compulsive person.
And i probably have the exact opposite of writer's block.
Because instead of me having a hard time of coming up for ideas,
I come up with tons.
And when i say tons,
I mean
FUCKING SHIT TONS.
Wrong grammar, i know.
And tons of things just really excite me.
I'm a type of person who gets really excited when i do something, i wanna see what more could i do with that thing.
I'm also a very messy person, so it's hard for me to organize those ideas altogether.
So, the combo of-
Impulsive+ Compulsive + Easily excited + Messy = Plethora of disaster, aka Jiana.
Here's the thing:
At times, okay, all the time, i come up with random, but bright and brilliant (or so i think) ideas.
My impulse is to already jot it down.
My compulsiveness prepares all the shit i guess i need.
And then my really excited state just uploads whatever that idea was.
And then a bunch of other ideas and plans come up to me and then everything becomes all messy.
And what's worse is; I CAN'T STOP.
I know i already made a ton of crap (not literally) and then my brain just tells me to just work on more things.
And then i get interested and focus on those new things more.
Basically, i just REALLY REEAALLYY REEEAAALLLYYY BITE ON MORE THAN I CAN CHEW.
So, again,
I'M SOOO, REALLY, VERY, SUPER, DUPER, RUPER, ULTRA, MEGA, SORRY TIMES INFINITY.
Yep, that's what i kid would say.
And i look like a kid,
(my uncle thought i was eleven, when im fourteen lol.)
It's valid.
But anyways, please cope with me and understand me and my weird, strange, and dumb ways (to die).
That's all.
It's 2 a.m.
And i think i'm supposed to sleep but my mind's telling me to upload those three books.
K, bye!
~( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)~
Ms. Page Turner
