In love with a maid??

Chapter 47 Elias's P.O.V.

I was currently lying down on my bed.

Thinking.

After everything that has happened.

After breaking the heart of the girl I promised not to hurt, the girl I love.

After telling Victoria off and sending her to hell.

After screwing my entire life up, because I messed up so badly.

What am I going to do now?

Is there even anything I can do to fix everything I have broken till this point?

Because of me Analia got fired.

She got hurt.

She will probably never forgive me.

And our relationship is broken forever.

Because of me.

Because I'm so stupid, and prideful.

I admit it, I admit all of this is my fault, but I do nothing to change that or fix that.

I let out a frustrated sigh passing a hand over my face.

Suddenly the door flies wide open.

I quickly lift myself up to be greeted with an angry Emily, tears streaming down her face.

"You!" she growls shutting the door.

"Em, is everything alright?" I ask.

"Don't em me! And don't pretend you care! You know exactly what you did" she spits.

I sigh.

"Look-".

  "No! You look" she demands cutting me off.

"You had your time to have fun and be reckless Elias. But you decided to continue that when you committed yourself into a relationship, with Analia may I add. Who doesn't deserve any of this!" she starts off.

"Can you imagine how hurt she is? How heartbroken? How confused? Because you decided to stay shut, for God knows the reason. Because fear couldn't cut not defending Analia at the moment you were suppose to do so" she continues.

"All your actions till this point showed that you were just a jerk. Who played around with her feelings, to try and get what you want, and then just throw her away as if she's trash.

   Like all the others. Well that isn't fair, it's sick Elias!

   You should be ashamed! Now where is she going to go? Who else does she have? How on earth will she find somewhere to sleep tonight!? Did you think of any of this when you interfered with her life? Huh?" Emily questions.

I stay quiet bowing my head.

"You know this isn't something new. This isn't something we shouldn't expect of you. But why did you have to go and ruin Analia's chances like that? Why did you have to make her believe you felt something for her?" she questions breaking my heart with every word that came out her mouth.

I know she felt her pain.

I know she loved her like a sister.

"S-she doesn't deserve this!" Emily sobs.

"Em" I say weakly walking up to her.

"Stop!" she holds a hand up and backs away.

"Don't touch me. I don't want to hear it. Nothing you say will justify what you did. And the damage you've caused. I've literally lost any respect, admiration, and hope I had for and in you.