The Doll & The Devil (Baekhyun X Taeyeon)

I Am Not Alone

I looked hardly at the book in front of me, I know that it is english, but why is it so hard to read it?

My mother already taught me English, I can speak but I know I can't write, butI also thought I could read English before.

Maybe because I've stopped studying 3 years ago.

My mother was my teacher, my father never had taught me anything before.

Suddenly, I felt that i'm already missing them.

I shooked my head, No.

This was what meant to happen after all. Being dead as a doll for my father's collection of this life.

And I choose this life.

"Taeyeon? You don't want to eat?" Someone called me.

"I'm sorry, I was lost somehow, what did you asked?" I tried to act like nothing was wrong.

Joomyeon looked at me confused somehow.

"Nevermind, what do you want to order?"

"It's your birthday, I will let you choose for me" I put on a smile.

"Are you sure?"

I only nodded and gave the book menu bacm to the waitress.

Joomyeon ordered for me and the waitress left.

We both sat facing each other silently.

"Are you sure your okay Taeyeon, you looked a little off today?" I know he was worried, but I xan't do anything to help it.

I tried to smile again. "I guess so, but don't worry, i'm here to celebrate with you, it's almost half an hour more till your day comes" I glanced at my wrist watch.

Joomyeon smiled back. "Thank you, Taeyeon, thank you, i've never had a friend like you, I relly appreciate your presnce here with me"

"That's what friends are for" I giggled.

As the food arrive, we ate silently until Joomyeon asked a question again.

"So how's your friend, did you check him out?" He was referring to Baekhyun.

I know I should call him or text him to ask for an apology or anything.

But I didn't.

"He will cool off somehow, he just had a rough day"

"Do I mind knowing what happened?"

I thought for a while. I think I couldn't finished the steak in front of me.

"He is very protective over me, eventhought sometimes it's really annoying but at least I know he cares for me, I have no one except him right now. He's there when I needed him the most. Sometimes I felt sorry for him as I always didn't listen to what he says. He also likes to nag like a gradpa. He can be a friend, a mother, a father and a boyfriend"

I thought I just gave a short speech about Baekhyun to Joomyeon just now and as expected he was looking at me weirdly.

Suddenly he giggled. I tilted my head confuse.

"No, it's just I think you may like him, or maybe in love with him."

I choked at the food I was eating. Blood rise to my face and I suddenly felt hot. I patted my chest hardly and Joomyeon panicked.

"Drink this hurry" he poured me a glass of water.

I gulped it steadily.

It work but still I felt my face was so hot.