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I Wish

I wish I was a sadist so I'd never have to feel the pain of others. I'd simply enjoy it.

I wish I was a psychopath so I'd be incapable of feeling anything.

I wish I wasn't lucky enough to understand and to help everyone who I meet.

I wish I wasn't an introvert so I wouldn't feel like I was being left out all the time.

I wish I wasn't such a pushover that I let people take out everything on me.

I wish I wasn't so much of a coward I couldn't tell people how I actually feel.

I wish I didn't know who I was so I wouldn't feel the stab in the back every time someone says something offensive about what I am.

I guess I just wish I was the worlds definition of a happy, normal, straight girl. I wonder how much would be different.