Every day
I completely abhor you
But at the same time
I truly adore you
Both of you
Drive me to madness
Ambivalence
Yet abrupt sadness
What to feel
If it weren't for you
Probably joy
But I haven't a clue
If you vanished
Would I be lost
Getting my freedom
At a cost
Banishing you
Is ripping a piece out
From my being
Indecision with no doubt
With this curse
I am strapped to the pain
Willingly unsafe
And going insane
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Blue Armbands
PoetryBlue Armbands is a collection of poems themed around the struggles of a mentally ill person.
