empty soul

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Im nothing but an empty soul

Of unhappiness and depression

Living in the coldness

I'll kill myself in burns

Cut me and drown me

In little red lines

Hurt me and throw me

Then i'll feel fine

I want to bleed

To watch emotions seep

Crimson on the bathroom floor

From all my cuts too deep

I guess its my way

My own sadistic manner

Trying to feel okay

Trying to be better

Trying to carve my crooked emotions

Into fine red beads

I'm trying to cope with myself

So i guess thats why I bleed.

( more touchy subject compared to my others, doesnt fit in my theme of fantasy and childlike innocence with romance, but i dug this up from my notes from a long time back, so enjoy. )

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