THE MAN I WAS IN LOVE WITH

Wanting them back

The next day,i wake up early and drive to Kress heights.i just cant wait,i need my husband and son back.I need them in my life,i want my family back.

I reach and knock on the door.It opens and i see my husband and son having breakfast,Our son is seated on his laps happily eating cereal.

Vic carries Reign and they come to see who is in the living room.
He looks at me and says,
"You again,get out!now!"
I kneel down,Vic please,please,i beg you,i need to talk to you"i plead.

"Baby,go to your room,daddy is coming okay?"
"But i want you to carry me ,"he says
He laughs and says,"i'll carry you but for now,go upstairs"
"You'll buy for me cookies if i go?"he asks
"Yes baby,i'll get you cookies,now go up"he replies

He gets down from Vic's hands and runs upstairs.
Vic turns to me and looks down at me.
"I know the truth Vic,i now know the whole truth"i say tears running down my face
"What truth?"he asks
"I know that you didnt cheat on me the day you didnt come back home at night and wearing some else's clothes,i know you were pregnant and you tried to tell me,i know you almost lost our baby, i know its me who broke up our family because i didnt believe my husband, mum tried telling me but i didnt listen."

"Wait,you thought i cheated on you! you sick bastard" he shouts

"Am sorry Vic some one sent me fake photos and a recording of you and Jason" i cried

"And you didnt think to ask me ,let me explain" he asks shocked

"Am so sorry Vic,i broke up our family,please forgive me"i plead

"Get up and leave right now! I cant and will never forgive you"he says
I look up alarmed,
"Vic,please,please forgive me,for the sake of our child"

He walks up to me and slaps me,"Dont you ever call my son your child,you bastard,what son of yours??the one that you almost killed when i was i pregnant,the one i suffered bleeding with,the one i gave birth to alone,the one i am raising,? Leave now before i do something you will regret. My son and i are not related to you in anyway,we are Galventes Ocampo's ,no one in this house is an Alvares,go back to your vance and kiss him some more you slut!!!!"

I sobbed after hearing his words,he had all the right in the world to hate me,i betrayed him.

"Vic please,you gave him the name we dreamt of giving our first child,"Ashwin" it must mean something,please take me back Vic" i plead

"Ofcourse it means something,i only gave him that name because its the only pure thing related to you that i could give my baby.i couldnt give him your last name or tell him about the man who tried to kill us before he was born,the man who betrayed us,broke up our family,didnt trust his husband and cheated on him,threw us out on the street to die. We dont need you,ive raised my son by myself all this time,we dont need some stranger trying to ruin our lives " he says coldly

"My God Vic,i know i messed up,Vance kept telling me lies,and i stupidly believed him,i didnt cheat on you with Vance,i swear,it was that one kiss,what do you want me to do? I'll do anything"i pleaded

"Leave and never come back,ever,forget about me and my son,thats all i ask" he says

"Vic,cant you forgive even a little,give me a chance to earn your forgiveness Vic,please,i beg you" i say

"No,i cant,please leave"

"Please,please,please Vic am sorry,i still love you,and our son ,please take me back" i sob

Vic just opens the door and sends me out,he bangs the door and shouts,"dont ever come back"he yells.

I turn back and go to my parents house,i ran to my mum and hug her."He rejected me mum,he denied me,he hates me mum,ive lost my family,help me please,am going to die,i love them,please some one help me" i cried.

My mum gave me a sedative and i fell asleep.
I am so depresssed.For the next two days,i cant do anything,ive lost the will to live.All i want is my husband and son.
Ive been in bed for three days straight.