I talked to Conner and he knows why I'm worried. I didn't even have to tell him.
We talked it over and I'm definitely going to do the concert. I'm not backing out.
I know that it would just end horribly and I would get hate and bad publicity. I would probably lose a lot of fans and respect as well.
I just don't know how to do this.
Sing, in front of five thousand people and in less than a week.
Today is Friday night and I'm texting Luna and she's trying to convince me that I'll be fine.
Luna: U can do it stop doubting yourself
Allison: I'm just rlly worried
Luna: About NOTHING there's nothing to be worried about!! You'll be fine
Allison: I believe that U believe that
Luna: But do you believe it urself??
Allison: Not really. I just have this nervous feeling.
Luna: Stop stressing! You. Will. Be. Fine!!
Allison: U think?
Luna: IK!
Allison: Kay, I'll try
Luna: FINALLY! Ok ttyl I gtg
Allison: K bye ly
Luna: Bye ly2
"Who you talking to?" Conner asks as he enters the living room.
"Luna" I say truthfully.
He nods before sitting down next to me.
He wraps his arm around my shoulder and I snuggle into his chest.
I take in the familiar scent of his cologne. It smells like cinnamon and has that fresh smell.
"Are you smelling me?" He chuckles.
"No. I'm smelling your cologne" I confess.
He chuckles before kissing the top of my head.
I look up at him.
His sharp jaw. His soft brown hair. The way his eyes sparkle. He's just so perfect.
He looks down at me.
I probably have one of those goofy smiles on as I basically check him out.
"What?" He asks.
"It's just.... You're so amazing" I admit to him.
"You always make me feel better, you know what to say and how to comfort me. It's perfect" I add.
He smiles before closing the gap in between our lips.
I kiss him back and it's great.
It turns into a make out as I wrap my hands to the back of his neck and his hands hold my hips tightly.
He's just so perfect.
"Whoa, did not need to see that!" My brother exclaims as he enters the living room.
We jump apart quickly and we both blush crimson.
Max chuckles.
"I take it that you two are together" he smirks.
I nod sheepishly.
He laughs before leaving the room.
"Take a shower you smell like butthole!" I yell to him.
"Feeling the love sis'" he yells back with a deep laugh.
"No but seriously you smell!" I scream with seriousness.
"You got it!"
I sigh. Conner smiles at me before turning on the tv.
Mean Girls comes on and Conner is quick to change the channel.
"Not a fan of Regina George" I laugh.
"Nope" he smiles.
He puts on Criminal Minds and we lean back on the couch.
I wrap my arms around his left arm and trace his muscles with my fingertip.
My head lays on his shoulder and he kisses my head.
God he's so amazing. He's just so perfect. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I mean that's what you do when you love someone.
Wait a second.
I....
I love Conner.
Oh My God!
What if he doesn't feel the same way. Do I tell him? What do I do?
I can't believe this, but at the same moment, I can.
He's perfect for me, and I love him.
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A/N: OMG!!
Sorry for the REALLY short update. I promise next update will be longer and I will update soon! I just needed this to be in before the concert and the concert will be in the next chapter.
So Allison loves Conner!! Ack I love them <3
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Teen FictionCOMPLETED This is the first book in the Connection series: First book- The Music Within Second book (Spin-off)- The Big Softie ------ Allison Jayde has a secret talent. She can sing. Nobody knows about her talent. She has told nobody, but what if sh...
