When The World Crumbles (Sequel To Why Me?)

Chapter 11

OMG I WROTE LOADS OF THIS AND MY COMPUTER DELETED IT AHHHH IM SO MADDDDD

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Chapter 11

We've been stuck in this damn bathroom for 3 hours. No one has spoken a word. Silence since we've been stuck in here. Im worried about Sky! She has no idea where we are. I hope shes asleep. I cant bear to think shes all alone and having to suffer all this greif without me being there to hold her. 

So here we are, pratically trapped in a cramped disabled toilet. Harry slumped on the floor, his head still hung low; Louis' usual cheeky smile replaced by a sorrowful frown, Zayn sat in the corner of the room, tears lurking behind his misty eyes. Liam leant against the sink, his hands stuffed into the pockets of his jacket sighing every now and then. My back was against the tall wooden door just thinking. Thinking about how it should be. How we should be in the hospital room celebrating not stuck in a disabled toilet. I would be a father, Sky would be a mother, an amazing one at that and the boys would be uncles. But thats not the way life intended it to be. James is dead. Hes not coming home with us tonight because he didnt make it. 

 As we all let it sink in i felt a slight tap at my shoulder, i looked up slowly to see Louis' sympathetic eyes hanging over me as i held his IPhone out infront of my face.

"I texted paul. He's coming to sort this out, but you might want to check your twitter" he sighed heavily rubbing his eyes. I took a hold of his phone and rested it on my lap adjusting to the harsh white light. As i scrolled down my time line my heart completly shattered. Tears tugging viciously at my eyes, seeping out slowly, running carelessly down my sticky cheeks. The words falling off the page as i read each and every word slowly. 

@NarrysAngels: @NiallOfficial Whatever is going on between you and sky we are here to support both of you through this. #WeLoveYouNisky

@DirectionerWorld: @NiallOfficial @SkyJohnson Stay Strong. We are all here for you #WeSupportNisky

@Larryanator: @SkyJohnson is it true you are having @NiallOfficial's baby

@NiallsCum: @NiallOfficial #WeLoveYouNisky

@HarrysBooBear: @NiallOfficial We all send our love and prayers. We all support you and the baby.

@IrresistableHoran: @NiallOfficial OMFG NISKY BABYYYYYYY

I pulled my eyes away from the screen taking a deep breath. Does this mean i have to tell the fans that our baby.... is dead. Do i have to break there hearts as well.

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Such a short update but my ipod has broke and at the moment my life is pretty fucked up. I cut and im so depressed right now. Im so sick of life. But i dont want to give up, i want to at least finish this book. For all of you guys. My beautiful readers. I love you all so much.

Mia xxx