When The World Crumbles (Sequel To Why Me?)

Chapter 15

Sorry the updates have been shit. Im gonna write more often now :)

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Chapter 15

Skys POV

We were permitted to leave the hospital. Nialls hand smashed into mine as we neared the exit. For once in 5 days a small smile curved on my lips. I looked up to Niall as the automatic door slid open, The gush of the cold night air blowing in our faces as we stood outside.

"I'm never going to let you go Sky." He whispered with a small smile. A glint of sorrow and relief in his eyes.

I hooked my arm through his and huddled close to him as we walked down the pathway ignoring the flashes of the damn right rude photographers and journalists trying to nosy into on our private lives.

We jumped into Nialls car and i sunk into the comfortable leather interior sighing heavily. I looked out of the window, leaning my head against the cold, vibrating glass as he started up the engine and pulled out of the car park.

The music quietly filling the air. The beautiful voice of Ed Sheeran flowing through the speakers.

The journey was silent as we returned back at the house. Nialls shakey hands placing the key into the lock and opening the door slowly. He flicked on the light as i heard a shuffle from the living room and 4 boys filing into the hall way.

Little smiles on their faces as they bought both me and Niall into an awkward embrace.

"Want a cuppa?" harry asked walking towards the kitchen

"Oh, urm... I think i'll just go to bed." I shrugged in a mellow tone recieving an single understanding nod from the boys as they quietly went into the kitchen.

Niall pecked my cheek before i headed back to my room. I drawed the curtains pulling my top over my head and wiggling unethusiasticly out of my sweatpants so i was standing exposed in my bra and panties. I walked over to the mirror. My bump totally dissapeared. A small flab built around my waist and stomach, self consiousness taking over me i flung my arms around my waist.

"Have to get that sorted out" i whispered to myself before diverting my eyes down to the gastly battered skin charred all down my thighs.

The faded marks sending horrifing thoughts back into my mind. Things i thought i would never think about again.

Once again looking back to my disgusting stomach, vile thoughts trying to control my body. But I let them control me this time...

I walked towards the bathroom and flicking on the dim light listening to the fan quietly buzzing in the quiet night air. I walked over to the toilet basin, thinking to myself, should i be doing this? This isnt right! Nialls dow there... The boys are down there.

Guilt rushed over me but before i could let those thoughts make me stop what i was about to do i stuck my fingers down my throat.

I gagged, my eyes watering as i choked myself till i threw up.

Nialls POV

It was quarter past 1 in the morning. Me and Zayn were the last ones up. I told him i didnt think i was going to get much sleep tonight. I couldnt get James off my mind.

He stayed up with me till my eyes were refusing to stay open for much longer.

"Night mate" Zayn said wearily as i gave him a hug. This time it wasnt... A man hug! It was a proper, meaningful hug. Zayn squeezed me tighter before releasing me and walking off into his pitch black room. I spun around and heading towards mine and Skys room.

I slowly opened the door, trying not to wake the lightly snoozing Sky laying on the bed, she was not wrapped under the sheets, her body was curled up in a little ball on top. I walked by her side. A foul stench in the air....

I stroked her cold forearm, her body flinching slightly from my touch. I kissed her forehead and grabbed a thin blanket off the floor carefully climbing up onto the bed and cuddling Sky pulling the blanket over us. I squeezed her cold body tightly against me and closed my eyes shut

"Niall?" I heard a faint whisper

"Go to sleep beautiful" i muttered into her hair and slowly drifted into the land of unconsiousness.

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Yes my depression is bad

My mum found out i cut

Im going to therapy :/

HAD SUCH A SHIT MONTH :(

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