Seconds 'Till None | Vmin

三十三

4:01 A.M.
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TAEHYUNG:
it's 4 am

TAEHYUNG:
and it's been days and i still love you despite all your wrongs and all the shit you put me through. put both of us through|

TAEHYUNG:
and it's been days and i still love you despite all your wrongs and all the shit you put me thr|

TAEHYUNG:
and it's been days and i still love you despite all your wrongs and|

TAEHYUNG:
and it's been days and i still love you|

TAEHYUNG:
and i want my best friend back

JIMIN:
really?

JIMIN:
you're changing your mind just like that, even after everything you said? after you blocked me, didn't talk to me me for days?

JIMIN:
after everything i did?

TAEHYUNG:
yes.

TAEHYUNG:
i take it back. i take it all back.

TAEHYUNG:
so can we go back to the way things were, please? go back to roasting our shitty professors? and smoking blunts on the campus' rooftop just because no one's there to stop us and because we're badass?

TAEHYUNG:
rebelling on my own doesn't seem as fun as it is when it was the two of us

JIMIN:
you left me when i needed you the most

JIMIN:
you called me cruel. heartless. a murderer. for fucks sake, taehyung. it was self-defense, even if it doesn't seem like it. and i told you that countless of times but you still left me

JIMIN:
you were scared of me, weren't you?

TAEHYUNG:
no i wasn't! but i was scared of what would happen to you if the cops find out and i panicked so i just

TAEHYUNG:
it was a dick move jimin i know

JIMIN:
but

JIMIN:
even if you didn't leave me

JIMIN:
i don't think things will ever be the same again

JIMIN:
you were right. what i did was fucked up and maybe i am heartless and cruel. there could've been another way to end things, but i chose the worst. and maybe you're smart not stick around because who knows, it might just be you that i'll hurt next

TAEHYUNG:
that's not true

TAEHYUNG:
you wouldn't

TAEHYUNG:
you wouldn't have a reason to do so

JIMIN:
you know what's scary taehyung?

JIMIN:
i don't think i'd need a reason to do it

JIMIN:
almost like the trigger is my new best friend

JIMIN:
wait no

JIMIN:
like i'm the gun and everything else is the trigger

TAEHYUNG:
jimin...

JIMIN:
and maybe i shot the guy because i was simply pissed off. because i just felt like it. because i wanted to shoot him. maybe my mind had been twisting things, making me think that he was hurting me

JIMIN:
maybe i wanted to shoot him just because i wanted to know what it would feel like and i

JIMIN:
i don't know what to believe anymore

TAEHYUNG:
you can believe me

TAEHYUNG:
you can believe me when i say that you, park jimin, are not heartless nor are you cruel. you were just scared and it was smart of you to defend yourself.

JIMIN:
i killed a man

TAEHYUNG:
you were protecting yourself

JIMIN:
was i?

JIMIN:
you wouldn't know taehyung. you weren't there.

TAEHYUNG:
i know that you didn't mean to hurt the guy. you would never, jimin. that's not like you.

JIMIN:
yeah. not like me at all

TAEHYUNG:
so let's go back yeah?

JIMIN:
it's not as easy as you're making it sound

TAEHYUNG:
it can be though

TAEHYUNG:
get rid of the fucking gun

TAEHYUNG:
we can pretend like it never happened

JIMIN:
no it can't

TAEHYUNG:
yes it can! you know why? because it's 4:09 and i'm wide awake and still talking to you

TAEHYUNG:
because it's 4:10 and i'm not giving up on you

JIMIN:
you should

JIMIN:
stop trying to force it. it's not working.

JIMIN:
you can't turn back time taehyung. nothing will ever be able to undo what i did.

JIMIN:
and i don't think pretending that it didn't happen like it was some small slipup is going to do me any good

TAEHYUNG:
jimin
NOT DELIVERED !

TAEHYUNG:
jimin please
NOT DELIVERED !

TAEHYUNG:
i'm sorry
NOT DELIVERED !

+ a/n: yes i am mass updating this is already finished in my drafts god bless be ready