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四十

15:10 P.M.
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TAEHYUNG:
you know

TAEHYUNG:
i think the universe is trying to tell us something

TAEHYUNG:
because it's 15:10 and both of us are just coincidentally here on a fucking sunday when there are no classes

TAEHYUNG:
and both of us are here on the roof, right on the exact moment at the same fucking time

TAEHYUNG:
this just shows that you can't avoid me forever jimin

TAEHYUNG:
i'll always find a way to reach you

TAEHYUNG:
so tell me how do you feel about that jimin

JIMIN:
stop texting me we're right next to each other this is weird

TAEHYUNG:
well i tried talking to you but you won't talk to me so

JIMIN:
i'm trying to have a good smoke here

TAEHYUNG:
tell me what you feel jimin

JIMIN:
i feel guilty

JIMIN:
and it makes me want to shoot someone

JIMIN:
again

JIMIN:
please stop looking at me like that

TAEHYUNG:
like what

JIMIN:
like you forgive me because you think that it wasn't my fault when it clearly fucking was because it was me who pulled the trigger and no one else

TAEHYUNG:
i will if you stop torturing and blaming yourself each second

JIMIN:
that's not how it works

JIMIN:
i can't make it go away

JIMIN:
he's dead and it's my fault

TAEHYUNG:
yes we can

TAEHYUNG:
we can forget about this, pretend it never happened

JIMIN:
that's gonna take a long while

TAEHYUNG:
and we have all the time in the world to do so

JIMIN:
you know

JIMIN:
sometimes i wish time would just stop for a second. because that way, nothing changes and nothing happens

JIMIN:
nothing would lead me to fucking up

JIMIN:
if everything freezes i wouldn't have to worry about all of this

TAEHYUNG:
well look at you going all deep and philosophical on me

JIMIN:
times is making me make mistakes taehyung, and those mistakes are what's slowly tearing us apart

TAEHYUNG:
that's not true i'm still here

JIMIN:
i know

JIMIN:
but you won't be here forever

JIMIN:
i wouldn't be if i were you

TAEHYUNG:
enough of this

TAEHYUNG:
can we go back to how things were before?

TAEHYUNG:
please?

JIMIN:
i don't think so

JIMIN:
but i'm willing to try

TAEHYUNG:
thank god

TAEHYUNG:
i thought i was about to lose you there for a minute

JIMIN:
yeah right

JIMIN:
like that's possible

JIMIN:
why tho?

TAEHYUNG:
why what?

JIMIN:
why forgive me so easily? how did you let it go so easily?

TAEHYUNG:
simple. you're my best friend.

JIMIN:
that's bull

TAEHYUNG:
appreciate me for once

JIMIN:
i do tho

JIMIN:
i always do

TAEHYUNG:
so. no more silences, ignoring me, and keeping me in the dark?

JIMIN:
we'll see

TAEHYUNG:
that's good enough

JIMIN:
but seriously

JIMIN:
whose sake are you doing this for? yours or mine?

TAEHYUNG:
both of ours.