Boom boom boom !
That's all I could here. I couldn't hear anything else but my heart beating. As he walked over here my body stood frozen. I couldn't move even if I tried.
" Beyoncé" he said
" j-ja-Jay " I stuttered
" How you been" he asked
I looked at my mother I was have a sling panic attack. I moved my hands letting them now I was trying to speak but it wouldn't come out.
" Beyoncé are you panicking" my mother asked
I shook my head looking back up at Jay
" Beyoncé do I need to call the nurse over here" Jay said
" yes please Jay go get the nurse hurry please " my mom said
" Beyoncé baby calm down think of when me and you used to sing that song to your little sister." My mom said grabbing my hands
I was getting even more panicked because people were starting to stare. My breathing got heavy and my cheeks got even more red.
" let's walk her too the nurse office in the back " Jay said
I couldn't stand I couldn't do anything it felt as I was having a stroke
I looked at Jay then my mom
" can you stand for me Beyoncé " the nurse asked.
I shook my head no
Jay looked at me and grabbed me picking me up walking me to the nurse. I felt like a baby. I haven't had one of these things since I was little.
He laid me down the bed and the nurse starting doing things to me.
I saw my mom on the phone probably talking to my sister and family.
" alright Beyoncé this needle that I'm about inject is about to hurt so bare with me" she said
I held my hand out not looking at who was there to grab it. I felt firm big hand grab my hand and Kiss and it and there I knew it Jay.
She started putting the needle in and I cried like a baby.
Jay rubbed my hand assuring me everything was gonna be okay.
After she got done with the needle she told me to just rest and take it easy for 20-30 minutes.
" Beyoncé I'm gonna go get your sister and nephew " my said
" okay mama " I said closing my eyes slightly
" Jay watch my baby the nurse should be back with the results of what happened " my mama said
" will do " Jay said grabbing my hand
I soon dozed off slightly but was still aware of everything that was going on.
" bey your probably sleep right now huh " Jay asked
I didn't reply the medication she gave me was making me so weak.
"Well I know we left on bad terms and your probably still upset with me. I was an ass for not retuning for calls I just was being petty. I wanted you to feel I how felt. I'm dumb for letting you go without an fight. I miss you , I miss us. I completely understand if you don't wanna be with me. I just love you so much hell I love you more than I love myself. I wish this was me sitting here on this bed not you. You deserve a life with a man who will keep you safe and keep your from harm which I'm clearly not doing well. I love you Beyoncé Giselle and I always will. " Jay said
I couldn't speak he just held my hand. I know all what he said and when I wake up he will get the response he deserves.
2 hours later
I woke up with and seen my mamma my sister and my nephew and Jay.
" auntie bb " my little man said
" hey baby " I smiled
" thu you okay " solo asked
" yes babe I'm fine now " I said
Jay looked up and slightly smiled and I smiled
" guys can you give me and Jay a minute to talk " I said sitting up
They left the room and I gestured for Jay to come stand in front of me.
" I heard what you said to me. I really appreciate it. I love you too and will always love you your the only man I need no one deserves me but you because you put up with my crazy bitchy ways. I love you pop pop " I smiled
He leaned in kissing my lips softly but passionate.
" I think we should go because I need some " I grinned
" your so bad " he said
" for you baby " I smiled pecking his lips
Tbc.......
