Oikawa Tooru // What a Feeling AE

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a/n; AE stands for alternate ending.
So, this is the alternate ending for What a Feeling

The nights were cold. The days felt unbearable without you around.

He wished he could be there now, where you are probably sleeping with your toes curled up, or where you are wide awake because of your 2 am thoughts. If you are passed out on your desk, he wished he could watch you with his brown eyes for a good two minutes before he would carry you to your own bed. Quietly placing your soft blanket on top of you because you get cold easily. Then stare at your sleeping face again because he would never get tired of it. He thinks it's cute even when you sleep with your hair all over the place, or your mouth slightly open, then giving your forehead a kiss.

He wished he could be there, when you're having a bad day because you've suffered the ultimate humiliation at work, so he could run to your house, or maybe drive a car, getting you all your favorite chocolates you probably still have on your refrigerator, to lift up your mood. Then pulling you out of your room to drive you around, get some fresh air, and anywhere you wanted to go to relieve your stress.

He tries to watch you with those brown eyes of his, but something keeps on blocking him from you. He never liked the idea of having a long distance relationship. He doesn't know if he can make it.

But everytime he catches a glimpse of you, in your eyes, there's no lies. He loves the way you are not afraid anymore to show your true self towards him. He has always been grateful about you, and he constantly reminds himself that he won't take you for granted.

What a feeling to be right here beside you now.

Holding you in his arms is the thing he wanted to do the most in the moment. He wants to give you his wamrth, and the care you have been missing because he's still unable to be beside you. You were just okay with it and bear with it. You wanted to believe the solitude would end soon, you could make it up somehow in the end.

The last time you had your time together with him, it felt terrible to know it would be the last time in a long time, that he would be by your side.

Not being able to look into your mesmerizing eyes. Not having a shoulder to lean on whenever his body felt heavy because of a bad day. Not hearing those sweet nothings you told him in the middle of a night because he felt like the universe is against him. All those good things don't last forever.

After another cold night passed, he survived another day to wake up on time, take his hot shower and get ready on his feet. He had things to do.

"Oikawa-san," one of the co-workers in the studio called out, "let's wrap it up for today."

His upcoming event is even worse. Leaving the country for a tour is the least thing that he wanted to do now. But he still had to do it. His job. Oh how he loved his job.

Through the wire.

He watches you through the wire.

"I had a long day." He whined through the phone. You heard him sighing at the end.

"I'm sure you did," you quietly chuckled, and little did you know how much he loves the sound of it, "you did good today, Tooru." You smiled through your words, he could see it.

"I miss you."

He really did.

On the other hand, routine weeks passed again. You had another pile of papers in the office, it was no joke. And then you went home after such a tiring day, ready to throw yourself to your comfy bed.

"Hard day at the office?" The voice made you flinch, it was in the middle of a night, in front of your apartment door. Just hearing his voice brings a smile to your face, and makes your heart beats so fast in happiness. You turned around, finally seeing him face to face after months.

You ran into his arms that he opened for you without a single word. He wraps his arms one on your back, and the other one on the back of your head as he pulled you even closer to him. You bury your face in his chest as you finally get to feel his warmth radiating to you. You couldn't help the tears that started to slid down your face as you sobs.

"I miss you, [y/n]." He said so softly, that you barely heard him through your sniffle. He strokes your hair then bury his face into it. You soaked his clothes wet with your tears but he couldn't care less about it. He pulled away though he didn't want to, but he wanted to see your face, he missed it so much. He cups your face in his hands, you looked up at him, as he wipes the tears with his fingers.

"Let's get in?" He offered with a soft smile in his face, you and him got in after you took the keys you left on the ground, it probably fell when you ran towards his arms.

You throw yourself to the couch as you bring the two cups of coffee you made, and gave him one.

"Why didn't you tell me you're back?" You asked, then take a sip of your warm coffee.

"I wanted to surprise you?" He tilted his head as he grins. You furrowed your brows at his response.

"I don't like surprises."

"Liar, girls like surprises." He said, pouting at you.

It doesn't really matter though, since he is back, and he probably didn't mean this to be a surprise and sneaked out from his manager to get out in the middle of the night.

This was basically the fluff version;;

I am thinking of making more alternate endings for my other one shots but idk eue

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