sad writing for sad days.

reasons.

it didn't used to be
like this, you know.
at one point, i
was getting better;
because of you.

now it's all about reasons.
reasons.

i remember looking
at you and not wanting
to look away because
of how breathtaking you
were.
absolutely breathtaking.

i've never really
looked at someone;
studied them, as much
as you.
i could look at you
for hours on end.

i could look at you
forever.

but now, i don't even
know how to say a simple
"hello".

sad isn't it?