i find myself still thinking of you.
as sick as it is, part of me misses you.
i miss hearing you talk or the scent of your hair.
i could only smell it when you hugged me.
our relationship was something long, but also short.
the expiry date was one that seemed to have once come early, but i had
begged for one more chance. i was unfortunately given another chance.
i, frankly, didn't deserve you. you were a friend that made
sure i never went without a birthday present. sometimes a
random present. but things changed once we hit sophomore year.
we grew apart. you had found another friend. oh, how i was jealous. but
an old friend and i continued to build a friendship, that we both thought, since middle school,
would last a lifetime and more. it didn't. so i turned back to the
only other one i thought would always have my back.
you didn't.
slowly, i was realizing that nothing was going to last as long as i had wanted it to.
i was single again, my best friend hated me, the other one was too attached to her
boy, the next one just didn't like me. though, i still thought i had you.
i didn't. we too, expired.
i expired.
the world has become so dull. but there's a small light that's keeping me warm
and happy right now. a kpop band that goes by the name of BTS.
it's almost sad that, that's all i have now. but not so much. but, even they too, have an
exipry date.
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sad writing for sad days.
Poetrybasically, these are my thoughts. and some quotes that i really adore. *sips boba* enjoy. ©plsyoongi_ {COMPLETED}