Needed Me •N.M.•

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Nate

I had to see her again.

I don't know why I wanted to play along with her games.

"Aye man. You alright" I nodded and put the blunt back in between my lips, taking a long drag.

"Just thinking" Swazz laughed and stopped when he saw that I was being serious.

"About what? Is it about that girl Mya or some shit"

I rolled my eyes as he rolled up another joint.

"Yes kinda."

"A girl got you in your feelings like that?"

"Man shut the fuck up. Remeber Mandy?" Swazz rolled his eyes as I kept in my laughter.

"Fucking childish"

Mya

"So basically you two are just running around playing games with each other?"

I nodded, not wanting to repeat myself once again.

"Yes. I don't see how you can't understand."

She shook her head and turned back to the movie.

"Well aren't you guys just plain stupid. Just date already" I gave her the 'are you dumb?' look and replied to her stupid comment.

"First of all, we just met. Second of all, I don't date and you know that"

She gave me a sheepish smile and handed the bowl of candy to me.

"It was worth a shot" I mocked he words and she shot an annoyed look my way.

"So a friend is having a birthday party on Tuesday and I was wondering if you wanted to come"

"Who has a party on a Tuesday and why do you want to go to a party on a Tuesday?"

"Its just like a little get together for Swazz's birthday. Not like a full blown party"

I shook my head no. "I've got work that day and I don't think I'll be in the party mood" She let out a sarcastic laugh.

"Seriously? You're always in the party mood." Her whining annoyed me a little.

"Well Tuesdays aren't party days. And I think my little sister is coming over to spend some time with me that day so it's a no from me"

"Fine. Suit yourself. Just know that Nate will be there"

I don't think I've ever replied to something so quick.

"Okay and? You act like I'm going to jump up at the opportunity to talk to Nate again. He ain't nothing special. No guy is ever going to get my attention like that ever again. I think I'm just gonna go home before I get overwhelmed." I picked up my.bag and keys before walking out of her house, slamming the door behind me.

I don't know why I just over reacted like that. That was the same way she talked about him. My heart would skip a beat everytime I heard his name.

He was so sweet, kind and treated me like I was the only girl that actually mattered.

I just really stupid to really think that he really was in love with me. But I was blinded by all the sweet gift and the things he said to me.

And they wonder why I have trust issues. My phone rang and I jumped. I realized that I was sitting there, in the parking lot, frozen.

I looked down at my phone and dropped it as soon as I saw his name.

"Jason...."

Just had to leave you guys right there. Who's Jason?