Who Am I ?

Exciting day

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" I'm Maralen but you can call me marmar . I will be telling you my story, but first...
Who am I?
A girl without her virginity?
Because it was stolen?
A so-called " thot " at the age of 16 because when a guy ask me when did I lose my v-card I say " when I was 16"?
Am I a nobody?
Am I ever going to be anything?
Why didn't she believe me?
Why was my innocence robbed?
God, where were you?
Is it my fault?
Did I provoke this?
Will I be a drug addict?
Do I use my life-changing events as excuses?
Will I be able to love?
Will I Flench when my husband tries to show me "Love and Affection"?
Will I be able to love and trust my husband fully?
Better yet anyone?
How about my children if I have any?
Will I be a sorry mother?
Like mine was to me?
What do I tell my children?
When they ask about
"grandpa" or "grandma"?
Would it be wrong to spit on the grave of my thief?
How do I forgive my robber?
Who am I ? "

Hey guys :)) ❤ I'm excited this is my first story! Let me know I'm the comments how you feel and add this to your library.