Chaos|JiCheol

Chaos 15[s]

Loud rain pouring. Thunder and lightnings. Sound of car screeching. People screaming.

Jihoon sat up, panting. The familiar scared feeling was already clouding his mind and body.. He started to shiver and tears were already streaming down his face..

He roamed his eyes around and reality hit him. Another fucking nightmare just ruined his good sleep.

Napailing na lamang sya at pinunasan ang luha sa mga mata nya. He's curious on why he keeps having the same nightmare atleast twice a week.

He opened his mouth. Trying to say something but no voice came out.. Dismayadong napahiga nalamang sya.. His whole existent is a big question to him. Pakiramdam nya lahat ng nangyayari ay hindi totoo, Lahat ng taong nakapaligid sa kanya ay hindi nagsasabi ng totoo.

He stared at the ceiling for god-knows how long.. Thinking about his past, tho no idea came into his mind.. Wala syang maalala.. Nothing a but an empty blank space.. May kung ano sa utak nya ang pumipigil na maalala nya ang lahat.. And it hurts him so bad. It hurts him simply because he's too desperate and it seems like he don't even have the chance..

His phone rang.. An incoming call from a stranger has flashed into his screen. Hindi nya rin alam kung bakit nya sinagot yun.. But he still did, even if he knows that there will be no use.

"Jihoon..."

Jihoon's forehead creased. The voice was familiar to him. That deep and soothing voice is very much familiar to him. He know he had heard it before but who?

A long but comfortable silence filled the air.. Until this stranger started to sing.

"Godanhan haruga gilgo gireotdeon nal

Hansum gadeuk jichin mameul dajaba

Oneuldo naeildo tto dasi ireona

Harul sara gagetjyo"

For some unknown reason Jihoon felt relieve at that voice. It calms his pounding heart. It calms his mind and body.

"Magyeonhan gidaedo memareun useumdo

Chacheum byeonhae sigani jinagado

Seoreoun maeumeun dodanan sangcheoneun

Sarajiji anhayo

Seogeulpeun uri oechimi deullinayo

Haneobsi chamgo tto gyeondyeotjyo

Meon gireul geotda eodumi chajawado

Du soneul japgoseo neul hamkkeyeonneunde

Wae amureon daedabi eomnayo

Wae amureon mal eobsi sumgyeowannayo

Godanhan haruga gilgo gireotdeon nal

Hansum gadeuk jichin mameul dajaba

Oneuldo naeildo tto dasi ireona

Harul sara gagetjyo"

"Jihoon-ssi. Hindi ko na kailangang tanungin kung binangungot ka na naman ba. Because i know you did. This is the least way i can do to comfort you but i hope it worked. Do you feel better? ..."

Jihoon kept his mouth closed.

"I know you do. Whatever happened to your past, the time will come that you'll find out about it. You dont have to hurry. Dont feel like your whole existence is a burden, cause for me, your whole existence is my everything.. Good night Jihoonie. Im sorry."

Then the line went off. Jihoon opened his mouth then closed it after.. He want to say something. He want to thank that stranger. He want to sing. He want to talk. But he can't. He's mute and he can't change anything about it.