Gone

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If I were to run away
The past would soon not matter
Still things wouldn't be okay
I would hear the scorn, the chatter

If I were to find an out
To lose my thoughts in my head
Forget my over-swelling doubt
But my thoughts then would never be said

Like a trap
This life goes on
I follow the map
But still fall for a con
I never snap
But internally... gone

If I am to stay
Then I'll feel alone
I'll fight my thoughts every day
Only to be turned to stone

If I speak
I am misunderstood
Then I'm too weak
I would try harder if I could

Like a trap
This life goes on
I follow the map
But still fall for a con
I never snap
But mentally... gone

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