Numb // phan au [ Completed ]

3.2

Ok so this may be confusing so I'll explain what's happening. This is kind of a flashback but within a dream. What's Phillipa's seeing really happened but she's dreaming about it.

"Phillipa?"
I kept my head down not being able to look him in the eye.
  "Show me your arm" he said.
I slowly lifted up my sleeve revealing my countless amount of scars.
  He sighed.
I felt his fingers delicately touch my arm causing my fresh wounds to sting.
  "Philipa"
I closed my eyes fighting back tears.
   "Look at me Philipa" he ordered.
I turned my head to look at him.
   "Philipa I'm visiting my family for a month so I won't be here"
  I balled my fists the thought of being left alone with my thoughts scaring me.
   "Philipa promise me you won't do this while I'm gone"
  I can't.
"It's just for a month please do it for me"
I looked down not giving an answer.
   "Philipa look at me in the eyes and promise me you won't do it" he said voice almost breaking.
  I looked up into his eyes. Blue meets brown.
   "I promise"