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I want to be able to sit really close to someone without it being weird and uncomfortable.
To be able to have a 'relationship' without freaking out.
To be able to talk to people without criticizing everything I say or do.
To be able to have someone to lean on even when I have no one.
To just have someone who is always there, even if it's at 4am.
Someone I'm really close to and who I trust with everything.
Someone I can be fully myself around, who I'm always comfortable with.
To be able to just have 'normal physical contact' without it being awkward and to feel like I'm not being judged because of it.
I just want to stop criticizing myself and be who I want to be.

But that will never happen...