Nobody Compares To You

I'm sorry

Harry's POV:

I open my eyes and see its 11:30am .I turn around to see I'm in Louis's house.I feel pain in my head.Ouch I think I drank a lot. Louis walks in and stares at me.I smile at him but he doesn't return the smile.

Me:Lou mate what's wrong

L:do u know what happened early in the morning

Me:Yeah

L:what

Me:I had a nice drink and fell asleep

L:that's all?

Me:yeah

L:don't u remember Gomez coming here

Me: wait! What? No ! What happened

He tells me the entire thing which happens

L:Go mate go find her

I get up and just start running. I get into my car and speed away straight to her house.

     I get down and run to her front door.I ring the bell

C:coming

Crad opens the door.I walk pass him "Canisius" I yelled "Canisius "

C:She is not here

Me:CANISIUS

Crad pulls me making me look at him

C:She is not here

Me: Then where is she

C:Why do u want to know .you only think she is a mistake right

Me: Can u just tell me

C:why for u to hurt her more

Me:now what's your problem

C:what's your problem

Me:just-

C:come with me

He takes me to the room which they both used to spend time in

C:U think she's cheating on u right ? This was supposed to be a surprise for you but anyways go in you'll understand.

I open the door and walk inside .

Me:I see nothing

C:Look up

I lift my head and look up to see my face painted on the ceiling

Me: th-hi-is

C:When she opens her eyes every morning she wanted to see your face so she painted this and I helped her .She wanted to  surprise you that's why we never told u.

Tears roll down my cheeks

C:I always saw her as my little sister Harry cause I don't have one.I don't have any intension for her.That seen u saw that day may have looked like we kissed from your POV but actually the truth is chilly powder went into her eyes and I blew her eyes.She loves you Harry .Every single day every single min she talks how blessed she is to have u.

More tears flow down my cheeks.He goes and Takes something from her draw which was a book

C:do u know what this is?

Me:no

C:Its her journal. No one really knows she writes one .Read this and see if u still doubt her or at least to understand her.

He leaves it on the bed and walks away.I take the book and wipe my tears .I just randomly open one page of the book and start reading it .Fresh tears start forming reading it.Everything is about in here.I close the book respecting that the book is her privacy.