Its Christmas vacation and I’m back in town to visit my grandma.
I rarely came home to visit this was my first time coming home to
visit since I left town and transferred colleges. I didn’t even want
to come back but I had promised Grammy I’d come visit her this
Christmas. Gosh I hated this town so much now, too many
painful memories. The reason why I left and decided to leave
and not come back unless necessary, as much as I try to leave
my pass behind somehow it seems like my pass keeps coming
back. I choose to go to a college all the way a cross the country
for a reason but nope that asshole just had to transfer to the
same school as me and just happen to be majoring in the same
thing as me so he was in most of my classes. I’m just glad that
stupid bitch didn’t transfer too. Just thinking about them makes
me so angry.
*Flashback*
Brian’s hasn’t been picking up my calls since this afternoon. wtf.
We had plans for today its our anniversary for gosh sakes what
could be so important. We were suppose to be going to dinner
then go see a movie, and spend the rest of the day together. I
was tired of waiting so I grabbed my mom’s car keys and
decided to go find out why he’s ignoring me. When pulled up at
his house his car’s there. He and Lauren are getting out his
house looking a little bit to cozy for my liking. I guess they didn’t
notice me cause right then and there he kisses her. I can’t
believe what I’m seeing. This can’t be happening. My best
friend, my boyfriend, that asshole, that stupid bitch, standing
there making out right in front of me. I have know idea what came
over me because next thing I knew Lauren was yelling I me to
stop but I couldn’t I didn’t want to. I beat her ass. All I saw was
red I pulled out her cheap ass weave track by track when I was
done with her she had a bloody nose black eye and her hair a
complete mess. “You stupid bitch, I fucking trusted you you’re
my best friend, I would never do what you did to me” I couldn’t
control my anger I yelled a few more things at her none of them
nice. Then I finally turn my attention to Brian. “You just gonna
stand there,…you fucking asshole I loved you probably more
then I loved myself you where my everything and you go and
betray me and cheat with my best friend, I would never do you
wrong like that, I guess it’s my fault for trusting you and being so
naïve” Next thing I knew I was in his face yelling at him but he
just stood there he wouldn’t even look at me which made me
angrier. I couldn’t help it I punched him right in the face. “You
stupid Bitch”he cried out as he grabbed hold of his face in pain.
“oh now you wanna talk” seeing him in pain made me feel a little
better so I figured I’d feel a lot better if he was in a lot of pain so
I kneed him in the stomach. He fell over in pain. I hit him a few
more times. Lauren was still balling her eyes out when I turned
and left them there. “I’m so so sorry tiff” she cried “I bet you are
now that you got caught but I bet you weren’t when you where
sneaking around behind my back, you guys are perfect for each
other keep him I’m done with both of you lose my number” I
thought I was done but something came over me I grabbed the
biggest rock I could find and smashed in his car window and
keyed in cheater on the side of his car and smashed in the rest
of his windows. Before I left I turned and faced Brian for the last
time before I walked off “Happy Anniversary BABY!!” I smiled
and blew him a kiss. He just sat there I guess he was still
shocked. After that I drove home and cried my eyes out. I’ve
never been in this much pain before. Lauren really wasn’t sorry
cause the next day her and brian where officially going out. Brian
never tried to spoke to me after that.
**********
Somehow the whole school had heard how I beat Lauren and Brian’s ass and destroyed his car. I stopped speaking to most of my friends after that, I was certain most of them knew what was going on and didn’t tell, had me walking around looking like a fool. Kasha was the only person I talked too from my old group of friends, I still trusted her she would’ve told me if she knew. Kasha’s a true friend when she found out about Lauren and Brian she beat her ass too and Brian’s too. The last few months of school were hard for me I had to transfer schools cause everything was just to much every time I saw them together I died a little bit on the inside. I still was head over heels for Brian. He was my first everything. I’m not too proud of my pass because after Brian I turned into a complete hoe. I guess it was my why of trying to get over him. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. I got bored of it after a while my self respect was little to none. So I decided to leave guys alone for awhile and focus on myself. Which worked I guess until I read that stupid article 2 years ago about some love story about two high school sweethearts who where planning on getting married. Lauren sure loved rubbing her and Brian’s relationship in my face, now they’re getting married. I had enough after that I couldn’t believe I still wasn’t over it I packed up my stuff got all my paperwork done and transfer to another college far away from town all the way across the country.
I might rewrite the flashback part idk yet.
